BrandiCanucks
Mommy of 4, WTT
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Okay, so 4 of my friends have given birth TODAY. SERIOUSLY! And 3 of them weren't due for at least another 2-3 weeks.
I seriously regret my tubal. Some days, I think I'm okay with it, others, I really regret it, and because I pulled out what I had already put in, I have to start over from scratch to save up for it again.
I REALLY want another baby. I don't want Anberlin to be my last. I want to give Isaiah a baby brother, a little Elliott or Julian.
I'm planning on leaving Mike as soon as I'm stable enough to do so. As soon as this lawyer crap and suing my school is over, I'm filing for divorce. This getting back together thing was the absolute WRONG thing to do. He's just a lazy ass who sleeps all day or sits on his computer, and then when I complain about his lack of job searching, he screams at me telling me he's sick and that's all he wants to do. We had a HUGE blow up yesterday.
I don't want to be with him anymore. He's the only reason I had the tubal. Stupid me.
I seriously regret my tubal. Some days, I think I'm okay with it, others, I really regret it, and because I pulled out what I had already put in, I have to start over from scratch to save up for it again.
I REALLY want another baby. I don't want Anberlin to be my last. I want to give Isaiah a baby brother, a little Elliott or Julian.
I'm planning on leaving Mike as soon as I'm stable enough to do so. As soon as this lawyer crap and suing my school is over, I'm filing for divorce. This getting back together thing was the absolute WRONG thing to do. He's just a lazy ass who sleeps all day or sits on his computer, and then when I complain about his lack of job searching, he screams at me telling me he's sick and that's all he wants to do. We had a HUGE blow up yesterday.
I don't want to be with him anymore. He's the only reason I had the tubal. Stupid me.