Emily Truman
New Member
- Joined
- Feb 22, 2020
- Messages
- 1
- Reaction score
- 0
I need some support and wonder if I’m the one wrong in the situation. I’m currently a college student who was in a 7 year relationship with a guy. I came back for my spring semester and his friend one night.....assaulted me when I was blackout.....my bf blamed me.....three days later I went to the hospital and was confirmed I had a miscarriage.....I never knew I was pregnant.....the ex at first was nice, then super harsh and didn’t want to see me or hear about what happened. He then warmed up after days of begging and came to see me in person and held me as I cried, a week later he said he acknowledges his friend took advantage of me when I was in a state of condition that I should’ve never let myself get too (his friend kept encouraging me to drink) but says he has no sympathy or love left for me or the child I lost. I’m devastated and feel my whole world is upside down. I always wanted a child with him eventually since I thought we would marry one day and I feel so ashamed and I feel like it was my fault I lost my child. I didn’t know I was beforehand or I wouldn’t have ever been drinking, they said it was very early on but still it was my child and I feel so so ashamed. He blocked me when I had to go to the same ER for flu complications and I told him I was having a rough time being in the same ER room I was only in weeks ago. Does he have the right to be upset and not talk to me? I feel so abandoned and it was a great relationship before this. I keep thinking about my miscarriage every single day and it hurts so much and I don’t know how to get past it it’s gotten worse emotionally and it’s been 1 month since it happened.