Catalyst
Mother of 1 & TTC#2
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I got bfp on august 5th, friday. tested sunday, monday and tuesday - two types of tests but on all the line got stronger, then again friday the 12th with the third type and the line was so faint! I panikked, cried alot since I thought it was going and just was a mess. Called the hospital and they said the tests before was positive thing and to use same type of test the next morning to compare with the first ones. So I did and got a nice line and it was darker than the one I took 5th of august. SO I was calm and thought everything was fine.
Then sunday evening I get af like cramps, mondaymorning it started to bleed. Not that much that it came in the pad but still enaugh to scare me everytime I wiped when I went for the wc. Monday evening it picked up just a bit. Todays morning it was more like heavy AF bleeding. And after lunch when I was on WC i felt this huge bloodliver come out. There is not much pain, just feels like AF, slight cramp and the discomfort that usualy follows.
So I was somewhere around 5 weeks long. Never had misscarriage before. I am having realy mixed feelings. Before the big clot thing I was calm, sad but calm. But after it I just went down to the sofa and sat there and cried my eyes out for a short while. I am calm again.
we have talked a bit and we want to try again right away. I think that it was so short time we ttc (first try) and known it for so short time, also because we have two boys I am not heartbroke, but still realy realy sad and I due have feeling of loss but... I dont know. I am wondering if I should bee feeling more, crying more, something more!
I just cant stop thinking that, we didnt have hard time get pg with the boys (5th and first try) and this time it was also first try even if it didnt stick, there must have been something wrong and that hopefully we will be back on track soon. This was just not meant to be just right at this moment.
Have anyone els experienced that? And how soon after did you start ttc again and when did you get pg again?
Then sunday evening I get af like cramps, mondaymorning it started to bleed. Not that much that it came in the pad but still enaugh to scare me everytime I wiped when I went for the wc. Monday evening it picked up just a bit. Todays morning it was more like heavy AF bleeding. And after lunch when I was on WC i felt this huge bloodliver come out. There is not much pain, just feels like AF, slight cramp and the discomfort that usualy follows.
So I was somewhere around 5 weeks long. Never had misscarriage before. I am having realy mixed feelings. Before the big clot thing I was calm, sad but calm. But after it I just went down to the sofa and sat there and cried my eyes out for a short while. I am calm again.
we have talked a bit and we want to try again right away. I think that it was so short time we ttc (first try) and known it for so short time, also because we have two boys I am not heartbroke, but still realy realy sad and I due have feeling of loss but... I dont know. I am wondering if I should bee feeling more, crying more, something more!
I just cant stop thinking that, we didnt have hard time get pg with the boys (5th and first try) and this time it was also first try even if it didnt stick, there must have been something wrong and that hopefully we will be back on track soon. This was just not meant to be just right at this moment.
Have anyone els experienced that? And how soon after did you start ttc again and when did you get pg again?
Good luck!!
