dan-o
RMC's but mum to 3 now!
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So I'm on my third outburst of tears today, I'm not even a crying person normally.
I feel like I'm carrying a weight around with me & it's suddenly got too heavy to bear.. the weight of a doomed pregnancy which failed 7 weeks ago & still isn't over until my hormones decide to drop.
I know I'm morosing, wallowing in self pity & that's really not my nature, but I just don't understand myself right now.
I'm so glad I have lots of time behind me now & realise every day I get through is a step closer to TTC again...
...but when can we try again? A month? Two months? By my due date in september? ugh.
Rock bottom, that's me, today.
(PS. Thanks for listening to me vent a little)
I feel like I'm carrying a weight around with me & it's suddenly got too heavy to bear.. the weight of a doomed pregnancy which failed 7 weeks ago & still isn't over until my hormones decide to drop.
I know I'm morosing, wallowing in self pity & that's really not my nature, but I just don't understand myself right now.
I'm so glad I have lots of time behind me now & realise every day I get through is a step closer to TTC again...
...but when can we try again? A month? Two months? By my due date in september? ugh.
Rock bottom, that's me, today.
(PS. Thanks for listening to me vent a little)