Hi everyone,
Was just trying to catch up there,after a horrendous few days.
Well 1 minute on fri I was bragging happily about my baby sleeping through,then the next my mam phoned to say my dad was in hospital.
He'd been getting pains accross his left shoulder,went to get an ecg,they sent him straight to the cardiac care unit where they said they were keeping him in to run tests,but that he would need some sort of procedure or surgery.
They were saying no more until they knew the extent of the problem,so all friday evening i spent crying,and by night i had worked myself into a complete state,full on panic attack,shaking,crying,heart palpitations

This was the 1st time i really properly realized my parents wouldn't be here forever,and i was never so scared in my whole life.
By saturday aftnoon they had decided they were gonna put stents in to try keep the artery open.I was relieved as it seems a straight forward enough precedure.
He had it done today,and has since text me to say he's all done and in good form.
I was at the gp myself this morning.I've had numb tingly feeling in my left arm,hand,leg foot and face on and off since I got preg with Teagan.I was in a and e over it in early pregnancy,and there was no issue with my heart,so we were kinda hoping it was a pregnancy symptom of sorts,messing with my circulation or something,and that it'd go after I had baby.
Well it hasn't,I've had it on and off,particularly bad this wk end,so I took myself off to the gp today.
She has referred me to a neurologist

I'm waiting on my appointment to come through and I'll prob have to get an mri scan,hopefully to rule our MS,and see whats going on.I'm trying not to get too worried until we know whats happening.
I've realised this last few days just how precious life is
Sorry for the morbid post!!!
Molly,if you're ready,go for it.I don't think you're mad at all.With the 2nd 1 you really just get on with it,its hard work,as is 3 lol!!!but you cope!!!!!
The plusses far outweigh the minuse!
Gilz,I hope your app went well.x
I have a feeling I'll be weaning at 17wks too,I was thinking she's such a small eater she might not be looking for it,but maybe she has no interest in milk and would thrive better on solids,plus we've had a few projectile vomiting incidences again this wk,which had calmed for a while
Hugs to everyonexxx