ethans_mummy
ethan and erin-rose
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hey all i havent been on this site in about 3 year.
i havent 2 children boy 6 and girl 2.
i found out i was pregnant with my 3rd in may was totally unexpected and if im totally honest i was scared beyond belief and not completely happy then on the 3th of july this year i started bleeding, had a scan on the 4th and was told my baby had no heartbeat. i was unbelievably devastated. it was 2 weeks before i had a d&c as i opted for the tablets was told it would happen fast and being my 1st miscarriage i took there word for it but nothing happened.
anyway after my d&c i coped what i thought was really well until now. its just over the past few weeks really hit me what i have lost i cry alot and dont really have anyone to talk to all our family expect us just to be over it and im not. at 1st i just focused on my kids and it got me though.
i am deseprate to be pregnant again and have had 2 period now and each time its just so hard i have pregnancy symptoms both time before i start my period and its really messing with my head. sorry for a long ramble i just feel so empty and desperate i feel like a failurei couldnt keep my baby and now its taking what seems like ages to get pregnant again.
think i have unrealistic ideas as we were unsafe once and i got pregnant.
i dont expect anyone to reply it just helped to get it all down.
thanks for reading xxxx
i havent 2 children boy 6 and girl 2.
i found out i was pregnant with my 3rd in may was totally unexpected and if im totally honest i was scared beyond belief and not completely happy then on the 3th of july this year i started bleeding, had a scan on the 4th and was told my baby had no heartbeat. i was unbelievably devastated. it was 2 weeks before i had a d&c as i opted for the tablets was told it would happen fast and being my 1st miscarriage i took there word for it but nothing happened.
anyway after my d&c i coped what i thought was really well until now. its just over the past few weeks really hit me what i have lost i cry alot and dont really have anyone to talk to all our family expect us just to be over it and im not. at 1st i just focused on my kids and it got me though.
i am deseprate to be pregnant again and have had 2 period now and each time its just so hard i have pregnancy symptoms both time before i start my period and its really messing with my head. sorry for a long ramble i just feel so empty and desperate i feel like a failurei couldnt keep my baby and now its taking what seems like ages to get pregnant again.
think i have unrealistic ideas as we were unsafe once and i got pregnant.
i dont expect anyone to reply it just helped to get it all down.
thanks for reading xxxx