Trying4first1
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Hi everyone. Not been on for a while as had a bit of a break.
To all those who have posted on the thread I am so sorry that you are also going through this awful time
It has now been 2 weeks since my procedure. I would say that this week has been much better for me for sure. However I met my friends baby boy yesterday who was born early, 2 days after my procedure (isn't life great!?) I met them for the first time yesterday. I was very anxious and nervous but once I got there I was fine and I actually found the experience therapeutic. Until I got home where it was instant tears. I have been very down today about it because it has bought it all back to me However I am glad I went and passed that barrier as I can't hide from it all forever, it just felt like it was so soon.
I also feel like I have been left behind in a sense, like me and my friend don't have that bond anymore and that she has moved on. She doesn't really talk about my loss with me now and brushes it off. I don't know if that makes sense? Maybe its just my sadness making me feel that way? I am really happy for her but I just feel that since my loss things are not
the same. I guess life moves on for people but for me at the moment time is just standing still.
xx
To all those who have posted on the thread I am so sorry that you are also going through this awful time
It has now been 2 weeks since my procedure. I would say that this week has been much better for me for sure. However I met my friends baby boy yesterday who was born early, 2 days after my procedure (isn't life great!?) I met them for the first time yesterday. I was very anxious and nervous but once I got there I was fine and I actually found the experience therapeutic. Until I got home where it was instant tears. I have been very down today about it because it has bought it all back to me However I am glad I went and passed that barrier as I can't hide from it all forever, it just felt like it was so soon.
I also feel like I have been left behind in a sense, like me and my friend don't have that bond anymore and that she has moved on. She doesn't really talk about my loss with me now and brushes it off. I don't know if that makes sense? Maybe its just my sadness making me feel that way? I am really happy for her but I just feel that since my loss things are not
the same. I guess life moves on for people but for me at the moment time is just standing still.
xx