Jumping in to say good luck and I hope you hear pink!
I have two boys and both times I would have leaned towards girl if asked if I had a preference. I actually was team yellow both times. I deliberately stayed team yellow second time as I knew if they told me boy at 20 weeks I'd risk feeling disappointed which was not something I wanted to feel when blessed with a healthy baby. I knew if I found out boy when they placed him in my arms id feel nothing but love. I cried a few times during pregnancy because I desperately wanted a girl. In all honesty after he was born and was a he, I genuinely have forgotten all that torture I put myself through. Now he's here and is mine I love him completely and I don't feel like I have to deal with anything re gender. What worries me, is that if I have another pregnancy will I put myself through all that again? It's crazy isn't it!
Anyway I know how you feel and will be looking out for your news x