My head Is All Over The Place

[Rose1990]

I never ever thought I would be 22years old and wanting a baby of my own so much! Nearly 2years of TTC & Im starting to give up, I worry theres something wrong with me... but when I dial the number I hang up! I am so scared to get bad news, that no news is better... am i going mad?!
Everytime I consider "giving up" I log onto facebook, even walking down the street & I just notice all these little bundles of joy and break down & cry... I am definately depressed, I haven't got a job, My family lives all over the country & I can't really speak to friends about this as most of them have families/expecting.. Sorry, rant over... can't sleep again its 3am...

:babydust: to all of you lovely ladies xx

 

[hl120407]

Hi, can so relate to you, im 22 but have been trying for 5years!!! same as you everywhere i look theres a baby or theres a bump and nearlly everyone i know is popping them out just like that! be great to get to know you and talk more, never found anyone same age as me and in my situation x

 

[karenh]

Sometimes not nowing is better, however for me knowing what is causing my infertility is the best thing ever. Once you know what is wrong you can plan an attack to fight it and get your BFP. Don't give up hope!

 

[Rose1990]

Hi hl120407, I just got your inbox hunni wow it would be great to talk to you. Have you tried charting whilst ttc? (trying to conceive) Or had any medical help yet? All the best x

Hi Karenh, Thank you so much. I am just terrified, I don't think I can bring myself to do it just yet, it turns my stomach just thinking about it. I think for some reason because I'm 22 I thought "nothings wrong with me" very immature. Sending Baby dust your way x

 

[PinkPeony]

At 22 you have lot's of time to work it all out, but I know what you mean.... I was soooo nervous about going to the dr too. Just getting the appointment freaked me out. Once I went to my doc and got the referral to the specialist I was mostly ok. It's the first step that's the worst part. I have my appointment for all the tests in Sept. I'm mostly nervous now that I to wait all those months and they won't do the right tests or that they won't find what's wrong.
Anyway

 

[karenh]

Hi Karenh, Thank you so much. I am just terrified, I don't think I can bring myself to do it just yet, it turns my stomach just thinking about it. I think for some reason because I'm 22 I thought "nothings wrong with me" very immature. Sending Baby dust your way x

I totally get that. It took my 4 years to finally go see someone. You will get there hun. We all have our own time line. I wish you all the best.

 

[Yammas]

Im 20 (turning 21) me and my OH have been trying for 18 months we just had our first lot of test done and it shows that hes the one with the issues so its good to know what if anything is wrong although I do understand that it can be daunting usually its worse in your head than it actually turns out to be

 

[Rose1990]

At 22 you have lot's of time to work it all out, but I know what you mean.... I was soooo nervous about going to the dr too. Just getting the appointment freaked me out. Once I went to my doc and got the referral to the specialist I was mostly ok. It's the first step that's the worst part. I have my appointment for all the tests in Sept. I'm mostly nervous now that I to wait all those months and they won't do the right tests or that they won't find what's wrong.
Anyway

I think your definately right, taking that first step is the most frightening part of it all, I just need to bite the bullet now. I will keep my fingers crossed for you hun

 

[Rose1990]

Hi Karenh, Thank you so much. I am just terrified, I don't think I can bring myself to do it just yet, it turns my stomach just thinking about it. I think for some reason because I'm 22 I thought "nothings wrong with me" very immature. Sending Baby dust your way x

I totally get that. It took my 4 years to finally go see someone. You will get there hun. We all have our own time line. I wish you all the best.

Yeah thats true thank you :O) Same to you hunni, hope everything works out for you x

 

[Rose1990]

Im 20 (turning 21) me and my OH have been trying for 18 months we just had our first lot of test done and it shows that hes the one with the issues so its good to know what if anything is wrong although I do understand that it can be daunting usually its worse in your head than it actually turns out to be

Well I hope you both get your BFP soon, when you get near that 2year mark it can feel tough at times but I feel it gets slightly easier some months Wow... see its not just me thats concerned, my OH is terrified too, but he said he will get the test done first bless him...x

 

[Yammas]

Thanks hun you too tbh as time goes on I try not to stress about it as much if I didnt distract myself from ttc then I would definately be pulling my hair out by the 2 year mark!!!

When you go to the doctors id advise going together if you both have the same doctor so they can book tests for both of you at the same time it makes the process a lot quicker (thats what my GP did so not sure if itll be the same for yours).

 

[karenh]

I agree. Bite the bullet and go in together. You can support eachother that way and you don't have to wait as long for the results which can be agonizing.

 

[Rose1990]

Thank you both for your support :O) ... I've decided your all totally right, I need to get it over with, not going to lie though, I might end up making an appointment and not showing up but hopefully my OH will drag me there lol.. Writing this down feels a bit like a commitment, wow im terrified!x

 

[karenh]

Thank you both for your support :O) ... I've decided your all totally right, I need to get it over with, not going to lie though, I might end up making an appointment and not showing up but hopefully my OH will drag me there lol.. Writing this down feels a bit like a commitment, wow im terrified!x

Good luck! We are all here for you.