My journal: PAL journey

[cupcake23]

So I'm cd 25, I thought I saw something catching my eye yesterday morning on a ic, got some opinions on this post https://babyandbump.momtastic.com/pregnancy-tests/2392086-so-do-we-think-2.html#post37329522

Took a test 30mins and it definitely looks like a positive, even showed it to dh and he could see a line! keeping everything crossed, still very early days, so happy but so nervous that the tests are showing evaps or it will be a chemical etc

Off to work, hope everyone is having a nice weekend x

 

[Jchihuahua]

Definitely a BFP. Huge congrats!! So happy for you x

AF came today for me so I'm out this month x

 

[cupcake23]

Thank you jchihauhua. I'm still so surprised, I'm trying to stay relaxed and not overthink but I know I already want an early reassurance scan.

Sorry your af arrived, good luck for this new cycle.

 

[cupcake23]

So I'm 4+1 today, due 1st February 2017, if all goes well I'm going to be a mum of 3! This pregnancy already feels so different, no cramping no spotting and early bfp, feel so positive about it and can't wait to reach each milestone and enjoy this pregnancy... Not sure I'll be saying that in a few weeks when hyperemesis hits!

Still get hit with moments of sadness, of what should have been, I'll always treasure the few short weeks I had with my 3rd pregnancy, it's strange to feel such sadness of the unknown.

 

[ttc126]

Congratulations cupcake! So so happy your rainbow is on the way! I'm so glad you have positive feelings so far ❤️

 

[cupcake23]

Not been here in ages, been so busy, kids/ work plus a big family wedding last weekend.

I'm now 6 weeks, feeling nauseous and had my first vomit this morning, oh the joys, it's amazing how grateful I am for these lovely symptoms, trying very hard to remain positive through it all, hoping for an early scan, would love to see a little bean with a hb. Im also trying to keep this a secret, only told my mum and she was so happy for me, it will be hard if my nausea/ vomiting gets worse but ideally would like to surprise everyone after my 12 week scan... On that note I've not even referred myself to the midwives, going to wait another week or 2, the aftermath of my mc.

Hope everyone is well x