My losses

[Layla]

I have had 3 misscarriages, my first was when i was 16, i was young and didnt know any better

my second was when my marriage was breaking down so as horrible as it sounds, it was a blessing and just meant to be

my third hurt

me and Jase were both really excited about it and were so sad when i started to bleed, we got booked in for a scan and saw the baby and the heartbeat, but the sack was so small it was squashing the baby and stopping him from growing, i was 9 weeks but coz of teh sac being so small i was only messureing 6 weeks. the following weekend i lost him and it was the hardet thing for us to go back for a scan to see nothing there.

The night of my first scan Jase seemd to distant, i went to bed early as thats my way of dealing with things, sleeping! i got woken up by Jase coming to bed, he kissed me, then kissed my belly and broken down crying, i felt so guilty that icouldnt carry his baby!

We had 2 names picked out, Dexter or Nate, coz we were convinced he was a boy, so we named him Dexter and let him go. Jase brought a thumb ring the weekend we lost him, he wears it all the time, never takes it off.

We lost Dexter on the 16th July 2006

xxx

 

[Jo]

https://www.augk18.dsl.pipex.com/Smileys/hug4.gifOh Layla i am so sorry

fingers crossed for you BFP with extra gluehttps://www.augk18.dsl.pipex.com/Smileys/hug4.gif

 

[Sarah_N_Braydon]

awww hun i know how much loosing ur lil one hurt u and u know if u ever need to tlk im always here for u

hope u get ur BFP soon hunni

 

[beatlesbaby66]

(((((cuddles))))) prayers to you and jase...

 

[HB]

*** millions of cuddles ***

I hope you get your muchly deserved BFP soon!

If you need a rant/cry am only the other end of MSN

xoxoxoxoxoxox

 

[sophie]

so sorry hun.
xx

 

[KX]

Aww hun, u know i am always here if u need me. big {{hugs}} 2 u and Jase!

 

[celticfan32]

Layla, i know what your going through. My partner and i suffered a miscarriage too and it will be 2 yrs on October 4th. I will never forget that Monday night for the rest of my life. It was my 1st child but my partners 4th. I thought my world had ended. She became pregnant again in Jan and on Sept 29th 2005 we had a beautiful baby girl weighing in at nearly 10 lbs. We called her Ella. She will be 1 in 2 weeks time. Layla, im not very religous but prayer helped me so much. I will keep you in my prayers. xx

 

[Imi]

Awwww honey ...

Sorry about your losses ... fingers crossed for u and jase loads of baby dust with extra glue!!!!

Imi
xxx

 

[Floetrymama]

Hey Layla,
u may not believe this but i truly sympathise with u i got married on Nov 18th 2006 and had my first m/c in january of 2007 at 7wks that was really devastating. I got pregnant again after that and the scan showed we were having twins dh and I were over the moon but the dr then said the dates werent adding up and we should come back for another scan at 12wks, just before i was scheduled fopr my scan i started bleeding at 11 and a half weeks and had to go for a d&c it was horrific i was so down but pickede my self up and got pregnant again in Nov by this time i was so scared of seeing the that i didnt know what to do but we still had hope but lost that again at 6wks. all in all i've had two more miscarriages 2 were twin pregnancies but i am still keeping hope alive and my dh and i are stil on the TTC trail. so hang in there in due time we will have our precious angels.

 

[cherylanne]

My heart goes out to you hun. Thinking of you x

 

[poppy]

I am so sorry for your losses Layla.

xxx

 

[NikiJJones]

Hello Layla,
So sorry to hear of all your losses.
Sending you and more .
I recently lost my LO, and understand the pain you and Jase are going through. This forum has been so supportive, and we are all here for you.
xxxx

 

[shmoo75]

So sorry to hear of your losses and sending if you need us at any time we are all here for each other.