AugustMidge
Pregnant - 2nd Trimester
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.....AugustMidge (Christina) I am currently 17 weeks and 6 days pregnant. My Partner, Stanislav and I have had it really rough. We got pregnant the first time around May/June of 2009 and our baby girl and I made it to 17 weeks. About where I am now. However for reasons still unknown to us and my doctor at the time my water completely broke. Our little girl unable to survive at such an undeveloped stage passed away. I gave birth to her on October 17th 2009. She may have had the face only a parent could love but she was ours. Her features were already beginning to set and she looked like her daddy, already long. Daddy is a tall 6foot 3inches, while I am a petite 4foot 11inches. We said goodbye, cremated her and she is safe at home where she belongs. We Miss Our Little Girl!
Well ... Well I felt weird, something kept telling me there was a possibility that I could be... nah... maybe... hell take a test! That was in June. The doctor told me I had to have had a FEELING when I was barely three weeks pregnant. I guess I have a very good sense of my body. Now 17 weeks 6 days and a cerclage later I have a belly and am praying for a success.
I still have my nervous moments about the safety of my baby. I chant to myself "My baby is fine, he's growing and doing great." to make myself feel better. Then sometimes I get the "Crap, I am pregnant and going to be a mother soon." thoughts that freak me out for a second but all in all things are great.
I am hoping to find a good support system and be a good supporter.
All my rambling... I just wanna say "HI".
Well ... Well I felt weird, something kept telling me there was a possibility that I could be... nah... maybe... hell take a test! That was in June. The doctor told me I had to have had a FEELING when I was barely three weeks pregnant. I guess I have a very good sense of my body. Now 17 weeks 6 days and a cerclage later I have a belly and am praying for a success.
I still have my nervous moments about the safety of my baby. I chant to myself "My baby is fine, he's growing and doing great." to make myself feel better. Then sometimes I get the "Crap, I am pregnant and going to be a mother soon." thoughts that freak me out for a second but all in all things are great.
I am hoping to find a good support system and be a good supporter.
All my rambling... I just wanna say "HI".
Fingers crosed you have a little sticky bean this time! Welcome to BnB!
I am sure you will find the support you need here, there are lots of wonderful ladies to talk to and confide in! Glad to have you here 
Hello & Welcome :wave:
to Baby&Bump!!
