Feb4th2011
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I'm completely gutted right now... my baby sister (21) and I (28) are super close and I've told her about our struggles to conceive etc. I've only ever talked to her and one other person about my struggles (and my DH and BnB) We are super close and always have been, we've told each other everything...
I've been getting super excited about taking clomid this cycle... and then she sent me this on FB
Sister:it would make my heart happy happy happy if you would go to gleis instead of taking fertility drugs (gleis is her homeopathic DR)
ME:u have no idea what im going through. (then I log off and sob for an hour)
I logged back on to find these messages.
Sister: Yes i do. I see it in you, I hear it in you. I know you're not okay right now and that this is really affecting you. The universe has a crazy way of working. And because this is happening doesn't mean anything bad. It is just an example of what our world has become. It shows us that our environments and things we have created or let happen have made it so that for whatever reason our bodies don't do what they were originally made to do BUT that they are resilient and can be healed. It doesn't mean there's anything wrong with you. The medical drug world is ran by drug companies and money. And they use us as guinea pigs a lot. Just as we don't hear about ufo sightings and secret government shit.. side effects and bad shit with medications are kept hush hush too. As well as modifying anything unnaturally.. like genetically modified foods that we're becoming aware of how bad they are and what they're doing to people.. I just think you can get pregnant very quickly naturally if you treat it with a natural doctor. Your baby will be healthy, as you treat yourself you will also let go of the anxiety and stress. your baby will be so healthy, you wont have to worry about future side effects for yourself or your child, you will learn sooo much from your journey with this. I'm working at going off of birth control because i have recently become aware of how our world is run by money and how dangerous medications or pumping ourselves with things can be. I love you
i know its your life and your decision i just feel like if i never said anything and then something happens i would regret not trying to make you learn a bit about both sides. desperation takes us on interesting paths sometimes i know.
ME: Please do not tell anyone anything I have told you. This is very important. I'm completely devastated in your comments tonight.
(took me 30 minutes to get through the tears to even figure out how to type 2 sentences.
Sister: I would never tell anyone
What would you say? Is my PMS so bad this month that I'm crazy for being so hurt? I don't know what to say to her. I feel so unsupported and sad... I feel sick to my stomach.
The thing is I'm not as crazy obsessed about getting my BFP like she thinks i am. I can see why she might think i am, as I only confide in her and my BF. But I'm always saying positive things. I'm really excited for the day when it's my turn, and I like to talk about it! She is such a good person, I can't even ever remember her saying something bad about another person...
My last thread was a sob story too lol... I'm not usually so sad and mopey... I promise I will have positive posts soon . I hope this has made some sort of sense... I just don't know what to say to her...
My anxiety is threw the roof.
I've been getting super excited about taking clomid this cycle... and then she sent me this on FB
Sister:it would make my heart happy happy happy if you would go to gleis instead of taking fertility drugs (gleis is her homeopathic DR)
ME:u have no idea what im going through. (then I log off and sob for an hour)
I logged back on to find these messages.
Sister: Yes i do. I see it in you, I hear it in you. I know you're not okay right now and that this is really affecting you. The universe has a crazy way of working. And because this is happening doesn't mean anything bad. It is just an example of what our world has become. It shows us that our environments and things we have created or let happen have made it so that for whatever reason our bodies don't do what they were originally made to do BUT that they are resilient and can be healed. It doesn't mean there's anything wrong with you. The medical drug world is ran by drug companies and money. And they use us as guinea pigs a lot. Just as we don't hear about ufo sightings and secret government shit.. side effects and bad shit with medications are kept hush hush too. As well as modifying anything unnaturally.. like genetically modified foods that we're becoming aware of how bad they are and what they're doing to people.. I just think you can get pregnant very quickly naturally if you treat it with a natural doctor. Your baby will be healthy, as you treat yourself you will also let go of the anxiety and stress. your baby will be so healthy, you wont have to worry about future side effects for yourself or your child, you will learn sooo much from your journey with this. I'm working at going off of birth control because i have recently become aware of how our world is run by money and how dangerous medications or pumping ourselves with things can be. I love you
i know its your life and your decision i just feel like if i never said anything and then something happens i would regret not trying to make you learn a bit about both sides. desperation takes us on interesting paths sometimes i know.
ME: Please do not tell anyone anything I have told you. This is very important. I'm completely devastated in your comments tonight.
(took me 30 minutes to get through the tears to even figure out how to type 2 sentences.
Sister: I would never tell anyone
What would you say? Is my PMS so bad this month that I'm crazy for being so hurt? I don't know what to say to her. I feel so unsupported and sad... I feel sick to my stomach.
The thing is I'm not as crazy obsessed about getting my BFP like she thinks i am. I can see why she might think i am, as I only confide in her and my BF. But I'm always saying positive things. I'm really excited for the day when it's my turn, and I like to talk about it! She is such a good person, I can't even ever remember her saying something bad about another person...
My last thread was a sob story too lol... I'm not usually so sad and mopey... I promise I will have positive posts soon . I hope this has made some sort of sense... I just don't know what to say to her...
