Need some buddies 1dpo, its a waiting game!

[TaylorDF]

My nips were very sore 24hrs post-trigger up until 7dpo now my boobs are hurting worse... Like - sleeping on my back then rolling sideways kills them. And that's getting worse every day. I can't help but think it means something because I never have sore boobs before my period AND the trigger is out of my system. I'm 14DPT and 11DPO.

 

[HWPG]

Morning ladies!
I always have vivid dreams - intense in both emotion and color - so if that is a sign of preggers, I would never know! I'm cd20 today, and pretty sure I missed my O, which sucks and drives me crazy - how is that possible? We're just going to continue every other day, but it's frustrating to know you're out without having been in!
Mama, I'm sorry she got you. A new day, a new cycle. We're here for you!
Laus, love ru casual but positive attitude. It's keeping me grounded.
Bray, Taylor, Jenny - still waiting til next Wednesday, at least, right? I think we are close on timing; if I know my body, I expect Witch between Monday and Wednesday. (sarcastic thumbs up). She should arrive right after my wkd with my preg friend! (insert another sarcastic thumbs up).

 

[TaylorDF]

Aw HW! I hate that you may have missed it - but who knows! Maybe you'll get a surprise. Haha.

I am waiting until Thursday to test. That will guarantee the trigger is out of my system and be a definite BFN or BFP.

***minor correction from last post: I'm 13DPT not 14. .... I guess it doesn't matter. Haha. ***

 

[Brayr08]

I'm only 3 DPO today, so I still have a while until I'll test. I thought about testing on Thursday, to see if the trigger is out of my system yet, but AF isn't supposed to show up until either the 23rd or 24th for me. I love and hate the TWW.

 

[TaylorDF]

Bray - how long ago did you get your trigger?

 

[HWPG]

what do you guy think about FF? should i go VIP or just keep free basic?

 

[Brayr08]

I did my trigger Wednesday morning.

HW-I don't use it, so I have no idea.

 

[laustiredttc]

hey girls,

yeah bray i really did wanna throw something this morning as i have NEVER had a dream as vivid as that one before and i thought it was my body telling me something, especially as i have been so blase about it all this month? In the words of HW, 'stupid body, stupid ttc, stupid everything'!

Hw i wish i could say that my grounded mental attitude has stayed but today i just wanted to hurl something at the wall (i didnt tho ) Ps i'm sorry that you missed your O huni but like the girls say you never know you might get a lovely surprise at the end of your cycle. i'm keeping my fx for you huni oh pps i use ff, its a bit complicated at first but then you get used to it. Only thing is my cbfm says i'm 10po and ff says i'm only 9dpo, go figure

taylor your symptoms sound good huni, bring on the

think i'm just gonna test again tomorrow got a load of cheapies. If its a which i kind of know it will be then i'll leave the testing.

 

[HWPG]

i've been using FF free trial VIP version. i'm just wondering if i should keep going, but drop to the basic version (you dont get so many extras) or just pay for the VIP version... hm, it does help track all the stuff (temp, cm, dpo, etc)... i may just bite the bullet. too bad there is a "twiddle-ing thumbs" emoticon. i'm wondering if/when i should get my blood drawn - suggestions? they say 7dpo, but since i'm not sure....??? and with only a 10-11 day LP, it's def not cd21, so i'm thinkin cd23 or cd25 should be ok.... argh.

 

[JennyBLove]

i've been using FF free trial VIP version. i'm just wondering if i should keep going, but drop to the basic version (you dont get so many extras) or just pay for the VIP version... hm, it does help track all the stuff (temp, cm, dpo, etc)... i may just bite the bullet. too bad there is a "twiddle-ing thumbs" emoticon. i'm wondering if/when i should get my blood drawn - suggestions? they say 7dpo, but since i'm not sure....??? and with only a 10-11 day LP, it's def not cd21, so i'm thinkin cd23 or cd25 should be ok.... argh.

Yeah if i'm not preg this mo , then i want to get my blood checked n hormones cuz i think i have something wrong with them too high or too low or something, but bot sure when u do it too....i'll see what doc says but yeah thats a good question. hope its not too much a hassle!!

 

[TaylorDF]

Ok so doc called today (Sunday - which is weird) and wanted to schedule a blood test for Thursday! :-D He said don't bother POAS! Haha

 

[HWPG]

ah, taylor, fx!

 

[TaylorDF]

Three days left.... Literally dying.

 

[laustiredttc]

good luck taylor fx

hw, i think i just have the basic one, seems ok so far also yeah if you O later just tell them hun, there normally quite cool about it all. I should get my results for my bloodwork back around wed or thur? fx its all ok.

ok so took another test this morning and as expected, Think i'm due either 16th or 17th so just gonna leave it now. tmi sorry but i'm bone dry and have no symptoms at all. I didnt even get my usual pains around O time this month so it does make me wonder whether i even O this month? I guess time will tell.

Seriuosly am thinking that this next cycle i am just going to take a break, my head feels as though it has been through a blender, just need the break!!!

 

[Brayr08]

laus-sometimes you just need to take a break from it. After probably a year and a half of trying, I took a break from probably Feb-August. We still weren't preventing, but I wasn't acting like a crazy person about it. Which was so nice not to cry everytime I got my period. Sometimes, you just get to the point that if you have to see one more f'ing you might just litterally attack the next person you see. I keep thinking to myself that I really just don't know what I'm going to do if it didn't work this month. Another round of injections, another $500.00, for potentially NOTHING!!! It makes me want to punch something just thinking about...okay, I promise I'm not a violent person, but TTC really brings out the worst in me.

 

[HWPG]

morning ladies!
i was thinking about you guys last night and i think you are all SO BRAVE! trigger shots, hpts, symptom spotting - i dont know how you do it. you thought it was good that i didnt do hpts but it is seriously out of cowardice - i much prefer to see blood that a single line. i'm already planning a sick day this month - i just cant handle putting on a happy face for work when AF gets here. ladies who are going to take a break, you are so strong - i'm far too Type A for that. plus, i have my annual on sept 18 so i'm going prepared with charts and # of bds and CM info, etc... and this month was so F'd with temps and opks, if i cant "get it right" with all good signs, how can i possibly get it right with mixed signals? i'm going to get blood drawn on friday, cd25 for me (today is cd21), should be ~7dpo if i know my body, but really? *sigh* And seriously, i never thought it was be stressful to have sex. (but the PreSeed is awesome, i must say!)
i have so many negative thoughts for myself but i TRULY am sending positive energy to all you ladies! thanks so much for "listening" to me; it makes me get thru the day.

 

[TaylorDF]

(off topic vent: the women on that Soul Cysters website--- bitches.) ok I'm done ranting. Sorry. :-/

 

[laustiredttc]

thanks bray and hw really not sure whats going on at the moment, went back to look at test at the 10 min mark and there was a very very faint line. It was a bit greyish so just thinking it is an evap line. But i have been so wierd today, dizzy spells, major hot flushes, broke down crying in my car, feeling nauseous, soon as i had a sandwich i felt better though. wtf why cant things ever be f'ing simple?

 

[HWPG]

laus, serious!?!

 

[TaylorDF]

That's crazy Laus! And also funny how a sandwich cured it. Haha. 10 min doesn't seem long enough for an evap line though. Usually those are the people who come back 30min to an hour later I thought!



AFM -last night I had the weirdest little pinch-like crampy feeling right to the left of my belly button and down an inch. I couldn't lay on my side/stomach. It was so strange. And then today in that EXACT spot it felt like someone was taking a hot poker and stabbing me from the inside. AF doesn't feel like she's coming at all though. Today I TOTALLY embarrassed myself cleaning too when I walked into the kitchen this morning and my husband left a bunch of crap ALL OVER the counters and didn't take the trash this morning. I was so livid (which is stupid to be in the first place) but I was so livid I sent him scathing texts messages that went something along the lines of "I'm not you're maid and I'm never picking up or doing anything for you ever again." ....... He replied about 15 minutes later apologizing and telling me how much he appreciates me and everything. I immediately burst into tears like a teenage girl and was so embarrassed that I was CRYING. CRYING!! (I DONT CRY). :'( I don't know what is going on but I am feeling like this is the month. I don't have any bloating or anything (which is typical of AF for me) just that one spot that feels like it is being stretched and poked. *prays for BFP*