Need some buddies 1dpo, its a waiting game!

yeah hun but really not sure what to think because i just feel major pms at the mo. I'm so tired and snappy with dh. Thing is though i keep burping and tmi but nearly throwing up in mouth. I just DO NOT know what the hell is going on? I really feel like af is about to come so in my mind that test is just an evap!!!

i'll try tomorrow and see what happens, but seriously i'm ready for it to be over either way, af or :bfp: i'm just physically, emotionally and mentally tired with it all!
 
Ps i just know that this month its not going to happen, its not denial or anything but i think my body is just going into meltdown from all this ttc. In my hearts of hearts i know that this its not going to happen this month. I just wish af would hurry up and show so i can forget for a bit :cry:
 
I'm so sorry Laus! I know the ups and downs can be so hard. Good luck tomorrow, though!

Taylor-- Your story made me laugh! I'm sorry-- it's just so... ME! Except, I wouldn't have sent him directly worded texts-- instead I would have sent things like, "This place is such a mess! I'm so tired of cleaning!!!" But hubby knows what this means (he's good like that).

Just a few minutes ago, my hubby IM'd me, but it was like reading the middle of a conversation (no context or anything-- I had no idea who he was talking about). Turned out I didn't get the first few messages. What I actually sent him was, "Did I miss a few lines because I don't know who "She" is and I don't know why I care about how many days it's been." He must have read my tone because he apologized and then asked, "So, how are you feeling today? Are the meds getting to you?" :brat:

I'm kind of in a mood today, ladies! I think I'm out because my temp is lower. It's just so frustrating!!! We've just passed our 1 year mark of really trying. :cry: I really thought we would have figured this thing out by now!
 
oh laus, i know how you feel (meaning "wish af would just show so i get on with it"). i still have high hopes for you!
sniz, sorry for your frustration. what dpo are you at now?
taylor - yep, i've had the same thing, only i AM a cryer. i cry at commercials. it's not good.
afm, i just feel fat. i need to get on this - either put the fork down or get moving again. trying so hard not to slip back down the depression road.... you ladies keep me sane!
 
i'm actually quite an emotional creature myself. i try to rein it in but the inevitable happens and it comes out in floods (like today) damn hormones, emotions.....whatever!!

dh being really supportive tonight which is sweet.

sni about the one year mark, been there and i know how you feel hun :hugs:

hw you girls keep me sane too hun. so thank you ladies very much for everything so far
 
Ladiessssss. My RE called and told me to POAS. An FRER to be specific. He said he wanted to see if any trigger was still registering. He said if its negative or super faint line then it's out. He said if its super dark, you're pregnant. Well.... IT WAS SUPER DARK!! IT'S AN ACTUAL BFP!
 
Then I POAS on a CBD and it came up as "PREGNANT" !!!!


Soooo happy for you!!!! Congrats!! Whats a trigger?? I dont know much about that! makn appntmnt today to start the hormone testing crap!!!

Ladies, I so feel you! Getting irritated its not happening, got a feeling af commin. Just cant wait to get it over! temp went down again today n yesterday :/
 
Thanks ladies! Sure does explain the crying. Haha. Ugh.

A trigger is an injection containing high levels of HCG intended to 'trigger' ovulation. If you POAS too early it will be a false positive.


Let me just say that I'm not going to abandon y'all. I want to be there for you guys until you get YOUR BFP's. :) <3
 
:happydance: YAY!!!! That's fantastic, Taylor!! :yipee:

Hooray for our first August positive!!
 
Just had to share. I was on Facebook (I know! Am I a glutton for punishment or what?) and I saw a picture of my friend's newborn. It was probably the first time I've thought a baby was ugly and I told my hubby so. He took one look and said:

"That is an ugly baby! Excellent!" :haha:

There is one man who certainly understands what makes my life easier right now!

Good night, ladies! And may all your friends have ugly babies!
 
good morning ladies!
my company is having it's summer outing today - woohoo! so i will be sitting by the beach and playing minigolf. today is cd22 and we are done with every other day - we'll try again next month (because i'm about 99.9% sure there will be a next month!). now we get to have *normal* sex for a couple weeks, ha! literally not feeling anything... and trying to be ok with that. hope everyone else is well - anything new? taylor has the most exciting news, she wins!
ps. sniz - i was once in line at the mall to get my picture taken with a friend. i said to friend, "i sure hope i have a cute baby." This lady in front of us turned around and said, "if it's yours, you'll think it's cute" - and then we saw that she had the UGLIEST football shaped head baby ever! hahahah!
 
Well, my temp jumped back up, but my test wasn't looking so good. It's very, very faint which makes me think it's a false positive from the shot. I'm 11dpo.

I was pretty frustrated last night and I was feeling like I'm never going to get pregnant. Poor hubby was comforting me and when I asked if we could get through another month of this his response was, "We can get through as many more months as we have to." I know he was trying to be supportive, but today it feels like it's going to take forever.

It's only our second month of Femara, though, so maybe we'll do it for one or two more months and then consider our next step. IUI? IVF? Adoption? I feel like if we go with adoption it's like starting all over again. I don't know if I can take too much more heartbreak.
 
Congrats Taylor... and to everyone else, i hope your frustration and sadness go away soon with a bfp but if that isn't the case i hope the witch comes asap so you can move on to a new cycle. Thank god mine is about over....just planning for ovulation now.
 
Sorry to be such a downer, guys. You're right Mama! Next month is another chance! :)

:dust:
 
hey sni, the temp rise is good huni, its not over till its over :thumbup:

hw day at beach sounds lovely and i hope next month goes better for you hun.

mama, bring on the O :)

well i'm out, i knew in my heart i was though. Good luck to all you ladies. :hugs:

ps, i know this journey is going to end up with assisted conception, like iui or ivf. I just know that i have endo or something, sometimes its like you dont want to accept what you kind of already know but something is just telling me that this is the path that me and the dh will be going down. Oh wi wish things were more simple. Well i guess i'll be getting ready to phsyche (miss spelt) myself up for bro's dd christening. Oh lord give me the strength :cry:
 

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