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HOLY COW! It must've been a implantation dip yesterday cuz it went higher than all my previous LP temps this cycle! I'm getting excited even though i don't want to be! I was or am totally expecting a bfn when it's time to test and trying to stop getting my hopes up like i usually do. I don't know why I did, but I tested with a ic this morning. There is another line, but it's super faint and probly an evap. If I implanted yesterday i shouldn't have anything today or tomorrow. So, I am not testing again until Thursday or Friday or Saturday at the latest. Hope everyone else is doing well!!
 
i'm ok, mostly angry. i'm angry and bitter a lot. but i have my RE appointment tomorrow, and i hope that gets me one more step towards having a baby, and being a little less angry and resentful. (what a pleasant post, no?) sorry for the grouchy mood, but sometimes i get angry not just for me, but for everyone i know having a hard time ttc, and angry at everyone who got pregnant easily and had an easy pregnancy. sometimes, life is just not fair. and it's hard to be cheery and positive and optimistic all the time. sorry ladies.
 
eeeeek heather, could this be it? oh gosh i really really really hope so huni major fx crossed for you and lots of :dust:

Mirolee, its ok to be angry huni, esp when there are women out there who dont give a shi* at all and drink and smoke and hit their children etc.... But know that it WILL happen for you, just keep moving forwards and taking each step at a time. Good luck at your re app

Barb, i'm feeling your positivity hun, Glad the shot was ok and who knows that GLOW could be for real this month fx

Howz things Rach?

Afm, well not much really, not sure when or if af will turn up. Only dtd once this week but was sure it was around O. If i get af thats cool and if i get bfp then i am going to be crapping myself with nerves, worry etc.... But i just have this thing now where i think, 'what will be, will be'. Its in gods hands and i just hope he is gracious enough to grant us with another miracle soon fx

Sending all you great girls lots of love and :dust:
 
Great positive thinking Laura! :hugs: Things will work out the way they are suppose to.

Mirolee-it's ok, don't worry about it! I hope all goes well with your appt. Keep us posted!

How are you Rach and Barb?
 
Heather!! Fingers crossed, girl!!! That chart looks great! Yay!

Mirolee-- We're here for you and totally get it! It will all turn out in the end. This whole process can be SO difficult and frustrating. Hang in there!

Laura-- I totally believe that you can be blessed with two miracles in a row! It's crazy what our bodies are capable of.

AFM, we BD'd this morning again and it was THE WORST. *TMI WARNING!* It's been a long time since we've had such an awkward time of it. DH was really not in the mood, then I hurt my knee mid-BD and that made him worry about me. So we had to work really hard to get ourselves back in the moment, but it turned out I had too much CM and so it wasn't fun for him. Seirously-- like a puddle down there! It was crazy! :haha:

I don't think I've ever had to try so hard to keep him interested. If it weren't a doctor-mandated BD, I think he would have given up. Afterwards, I could tell it was really just not emotionally satisfying for him. Kind of bummed me out. But, we did it, so we don't have to worry about missing that eggo for lack of BD'ing.
 
omg, barb, totally understand. i've def been there before! it's been nice this cycle 'cause we're just doing every other day (although i'd be willing to get a little more in) but yes, def been naked and ready for it, and it all goes downhill. it's not "haha" funny, but it is "ttc" funny. oh what we do!
 
Heather that was a HUGE temp jump! Oh! I hope this is it for you! Are you still planning on holding out testing? If you do, you're waaay stronger than I am.
Mirolee, I am totally feeling ya girl! I'm writing a short essay on my TTC journey for a chance to win up to $1,000.00 towards medical expenses at my FS, &, I'm not gonna lie, it's not a happy essay. It's pretty depressing & angry. I keep telling myself I should probably tone it down a bit, but yea, that's probably not going to happen.
What a great attitude Laura! Wish I could've that upbeat.
AFM, Well, it's looking like I get to just sit this cycle out. Boo!!! I have a cyst on my left ovary that is 30mm, which is humongous. I keep trying to tell myself that i dont care & that it will be nice to take a break from all the appointments & all the driving, but I'm having a REAL hard time convincing myself of that. What's even MORE awesome (I just realized this...) a week from Saturday is my "Oops! We got pregnant on accident!" SIL's babyshower & I was all excited b/c it wasn't going to fall on the day I was supposed to start my period (which is normally my luck when it comes to those types of things) but now it will be just as depressing b/c there's like no chance of me getting pregnant this cycle at all! FML...
 
oh rach, blech, yick, boo. 30mm is HUGE, whoa. i'm glad your dr is not having you do anything this month, even though it sucks, because that is really big and you do not want that sucker bursting. and you are a better and stronger woman than i; i dont go to showers anymroe, and i get a lot of grief for it, but too bad. i cant deal.
 
oh Rach huni, i know its really hard times right now, its horrible and we think to ourselves just what did we do in a previous life to derserve such shi*? But i really do feel that it will happen one way or another for us huni, we have to believe in that :hugs: I really hope you win the comp and get the money, that would be great!

Heather, yes when will you be testing?

Barb, totally get it hun, been there quite a few times with the oh. So much so that now when it happens it doesnt even affect him anymore. We have just had sooooo many of those awkward moments. :( Its all part and parcel of this ttc pain in the arse journey. I miss the days when we first started ttc and everything was exciting. Although i would NEVER want to go through it from the start again. Ok i'm just confusing myself now lol :dohh:
 
Rach Iam sorry and feel so bad you have to sit this one out. I know how hard it is for you. I just can't seem to skip any month trying because it would make me think "what if" or just upset me that we didn't even give it a chance to try...BUT you have a good reason! That is a big cyst! I hope all goes well and once it gets removed, you can go all for it and you'll be feeling better. :hugs: xx

Well, my temp went down again today....feeling bummed :( I was so excited yesterday with that nice jump and looking like an implantation dip which I read can increase your probability of bfp....but today i feel awful and like af will be coming in a few days. I am expecting her on Friday and I was going to test Friday am before I take my daughter to go get ear tube surgery again early in the am. Unless my temp goes back up tomorrow, i'm saying i'm out. My bbs aren't hurting like they did i remember last time I was preggo which is also making me feel out. I suppose maybe having to get out of bed 2 times close to having to temp didn't help the accuracy maybe getting up in the cold? I thought it would make your temp higher though. The first time was just to let the catout of my bedroom and 2nd was to wip dd's butt cuz she woke up to pee and had to put socks on her (insisting) and tuck her back in bed and this was at 5:00. I temp at 5:30.
 
hey heather, i had the tube surgery also - it's so helpful! not sure if your drs office offers this service, but i also had custom earplugs made. it helps with swimming and flying (the pressure). not sure about the temp - as with all things, only time will tell. boo.
 
i am not sue if the do or not....this is her 2nd tube surgery. I just buy these kids size ear plugs. I use them when she gets a bath and swimming. Thanks for the ino girl. I'm hanging onto hope that the temp goes up tomorrow and i ge 2 distinct pink lines friday am.
 
I'm hoping your temp goes up again, Heather! You're still not out yet!

Rach- I'm sorry you won't be trying this month, but, yeah... your health comes first.

Thanks, everyone, for your understanding! I love coming to this thread every day and hearing how you're all doing. It's so great to have this wonderful group of women who totally get it!

I'm now 1DPO (3 days past trigger) and counting down the days until I can test. I know the shot takes at least 12 days to get out of my system, so it'll be a while!
 
Oh-- and I forgot to mention: Side effects of the shot are really hitting me hard! I'm so out of it, I wore two different shoes to work today. And not even similar, but different color. No, two totally different kinds of shoes. One sandal and one Mary Jane. I didn't even notice until I walked into the building! :rofl:
 
:rofl: oh my lord Barb!!!! That is hilarious! oh jeez...what did you tell your coworkers the reason or didn't they say anything?
 
omg, two different shoes? werent you walking lopsided? that is awesomely funny!
 
oh bless barb, whilst that is not good for you i have to admit :rofl: very very funny. Gosh, i hope your feeling bit better from it, no going to work in your husbands undies? bless ya, honestly things we have to do eh girl :hugs:

Heather dont worry huni, when i got my bfp my temps went up and down and then towards the end like 12dpo onwards they started to climb higher. your not out yet hun.

Afm, well i dont think anything will result from the one time we dtd but i'm just wondering now when i will get af? I HATE waiting :(
 
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