Need to talk to someone

[millianaire]

Hi girls I'm 23 with pcos an trying for no 1 having hard time an can't talk to
My friends anyone want to talk on fb?
Just need to talk bwt it all having one of them days

Thanks girls

 

[phoenixrose]

All of us in here can definitely relate! I've been trying for 2+ years Nd just had 2 BFNs on clomid and really starting to hate the universe. You are definitely not alone! Anything specific bothering you or just everything in general?

 

[Helena_]

hey sorry to hear your having down day. I'm always here to talk

 

[Helena_]

btw I'm 21 and have pcos.

 

[Maurie]

I am sorry you are having a bad day. I was having a terrible one yesterday.

I have a facebook as well and I am always on it. You are welcome to message me on there.

I am 25 diagnosed with LPD.

https://www.facebook.com/redroro
Feel free to message me anytime you need to chat

 

[Armywife84]

There's a PCOS club thread somewhere on here.

 

[millianaire]

Thanks girls I just feel so alone, like no one understands how this feeling takes over your life. I keep saying to myself it's guna happen but at the back of my heads whispers it's not, ur to fat, ur a horrible person, even brings up every bad thing I've done on my life up like I'm being punished. I don't have hobbie but feel Like I shud take up one so I can think about something else. I need some hobby ideas lol xxx

 

[phoenixrose]

Thanks girls I just feel so alone, like no one understands how this feeling takes over your life. I keep saying to myself it's guna happen but at the back of my heads whispers it's not, ur to fat, ur a horrible person, even brings up every bad thing I've done on my life up like I'm being punished. I don't have hobbie but feel Like I shud take up one so I can think about something else. I need some hobby ideas lol xxx

All the ladies in definitely understand how ttc can take over your life. I had to start seeing a therapist, because of all the stress related to LTTTC.

Hobbies I've done throughout my life include: scrapbooking, photography, photoshop, decorating my house (that one helped to distract from ttc) crocheting/knitting, jewelry making, handmade cards, and other crafty type stuff.

 

[Bumblebeee]

Same! I'm 23, possibly have PCOS (they think they see it on scans, but blood tests come back neg) and have been trying for around a year and a half, maybe two years. It's tough, they don't teach you this part in sex ed! I'm overweight, perhaps have a good three stone to get rid of, so I'm going to join slimming world. It might not help me to get pregnant, but hopefully it will and i'll be fit enough then to spend all day playing with my baby

 

[Kaylattc]

I am 23 with pcos and have had multiple loses and three chemical pregnancies also only ovulating twice a year even with clomid..

I know just how you feel.. I am lost I got a BFP and blood test positive but doctor said once again the horrible words don't get your hopes up your number are to low.... So right now I'm just stuck.... And I don't want to tell anyone because of all my past embarrassments of hey I'm pregnant up lost my baby and every one I like awe an doesn't understand and it's frustrating they don't understand how heart breaking it is to not be able to concieve... Let's be fb friends

 

[Kaylattc]

I am seriously so depressed its been 4 years almost of trying even with clomid and bcp to help and it always ends with my heart broken or months of no periods and back to bcp and same cycle of clomid... Which makes me so sick... I really hope you all get pregnant and then we can all celebrate... Until then we can just keep talking and doing things and keeping our minds busy because one day we will all be having healthy babies we just have to be patient which I know I so hard coming from me I take two pregnancy tests a day..

I now use dollar store tests because it has gotten so expensive testing over and over especially since I almost never have a period.. My last period was in November 2011 and before that was July 2011 and I had surgery in September for a cyst the size of a baseball... I wa sin the hospital for a week..

I really hope with my wacky cycle that even tho I haven't had a period that this one will stick... Doctor told me not to get my hopes up while telling me it was positive but numbers are low again... He might as well I took a gun put one bullet and said pull the trigger because that's how it feels getting my heart broken over and ovr again..

But I am keeping my hopes high and looking up and telling myself I am pregnant my numbers will rise an this one will not die!!! I want it so bad and it just has to happen! I will not accept anything else so for now I am telling my self you are pregnant and everything will e just fine...

In the back of my head I still think to my self shut up you know how this always ends stop lying to yourself...

But I will keep my hopes high for all of us with pcos and ttc!!

We will have babies... We just have to wait...

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[Bumblebeee]

Kaylattc that is so heartbreaking to read!
I am so sorry for everything you have been through, but hopefully 2012 will be your year! Wishing you all the luck and baby dust and whatever else in the world!

I am using the cheapy ov tests, I get 50 for around £7 on ebay, and they seem to be doing the job, although it is very hard to work out when I ov as my periods are all over the place: i had one 16th sept, 17th oct and 12th nov (pretty regular, huh?) but i haven't had one since. I seem to go three months at a time and then miss one! I must have 4 ovaries or something
So, my new year res was to test every day which I have been, but no signs yet. I have never even been pregnant. 2012 will be my year!!!!!!
Update: I must have jinxed myself coz af just got me. I'm glad coz now I can have some idea of when ov will occur, but sad at the same time.

 

[millianaire]

awww im sorry to hear all your stories girls i really wish there was a way we could cheer each other up, i know depression comes in strides but this is silly we are all young and shouldnt be doing this so why r we? if anyone needs to talk add me on fb (Gina Hare- dp is me and my dad) im happy to talk with u ladies coz i know its better out than in, gosh i feel so helpless for not just myself but u ladies to i want to make u all pregnant now before me i really know how u all feel but we need to stick together and get each other through the harder days like i said add me for a chat im good at listening and moaning ) baby dust to u all xxxx

 

[millianaire]

I am 23 with pcos and have had multiple loses and three chemical pregnancies also only ovulating twice a year even with clomid..

I know just how you feel.. I am lost I got a BFP and blood test positive but doctor said once again the horrible words don't get your hopes up your number are to low.... So right now I'm just stuck.... And I don't want to tell anyone because of all my past embarrassments of hey I'm pregnant up lost my baby and every one I like awe an doesn't understand and it's frustrating they don't understand how heart breaking it is to not be able to concieve... Let's be fb friends

wats ur fb hun we can have a good old natter coz im in same boat as u :s

 

[Kaylattc]

Kayla

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