Thanks for all the wonderful words of support ladies. Dad is doing well and is home. He meets with the oncologist on Friday, and I'm hoping we get his treatment plan then. It's hard not knowing what's going to happen next.
As for the TTC front, I was supposed to take clomid this cycle. But we weren't sure that I was going to be in the same state as dh during O time, we decided not to take the clomid. I am still using the soy, as it is regulating my cycles. I have no clue when I will take the clomid, as we are planning on one of us being with my dad at all times starting at the end of April. Then we will be up north until school starts back up at the end of July. August will mark two years off BC. I realize that my dad's life is WAY more important than TTC, but it's still a huge blow to dh and I. I feel like I've been thrown in the deep end of the pool, and every time I try to get out, someone shoves my head back under the water. Something good has to happen soon. I don't know how much longer I can keep up with all this bad news....
One positive thing...a year ago I got tickets to Lady Gaga in Miami. It's one week from today. I am SO looking forward to it!
I hope everyone is well.