ImABeeMummy
Mummy, Daddy and Logan <3
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Urgh.. I did all the housework yesterday and was really pleased with myself,
I hoovered, washed up, did the washing, sorted the rubbish and tidyed up abit. Thats alot for me..
So today I didnt feel too bad about having a nice lie in!
I really wanted a PJ day, but Oh wanted to go out with his work people to go bowling,
I felt bad thaat he wont be able to do this when baby is here so said yeah fine go, its okay, he said he would only go if I come aswel..
So I said Id get ready and go.
I got half ready, cooked dinner and he got in at about 6:25.
Okay he wanted to get the 7 oclock train.. which gave me less than half an hour to eat, finish getting ready and run to the train station.
I knew I wasnt going to be ready but he would. So I said
''Look theres no point in me coming, Ive got to do my blood sugars in an hour anyway, I wouldnt be able to drink or even have coke cause of the sugar, and were not even going to be bowling, we are just there for a laugh''
So he turned around and said ''live alittle, have a j2o, have a coke it wont matter''
Which really pissed me off cause like.. he knows how ard it has been for me to keep away from sugary drinks and chocolate and he knows how important it is for me to keep to this diet cause of baby!!
So I said ''Im not going to put my health and the babies health at risk just so I can 'enjoy' myself with your co-workers''
He said he was just having a laugh and got abit huffy.. So I cried, just fed up of him and walked away,
He got up and left his dinner, and the cats started to eat it.. why couldnt he just put it in the oven if he was gonna go back to it,
that pissed me off so i threw his dinner away, and just told him to feck off..
i was acturly hysterical, he didnt even understand why..
I dont even understand why im writing this, i just needed to vent..
He shouted at me and just told me to grow up, he got ready and left..
now he says his fone is dead and he cant text me..
and hes not coming back tonight apparently..
I acturly hate him at the moment..
sorry this is really long..
I hate arguing with him, but I dont wanna keep arguing with him all the time, its not healthy for me, and its certainly not healthy for buba!!
I dont want LO brought up in this stressful environment
(if your still reading up to now, thanks =] means alot xx )
I hoovered, washed up, did the washing, sorted the rubbish and tidyed up abit. Thats alot for me..
So today I didnt feel too bad about having a nice lie in!
I really wanted a PJ day, but Oh wanted to go out with his work people to go bowling,
I felt bad thaat he wont be able to do this when baby is here so said yeah fine go, its okay, he said he would only go if I come aswel..
So I said Id get ready and go.
I got half ready, cooked dinner and he got in at about 6:25.
Okay he wanted to get the 7 oclock train.. which gave me less than half an hour to eat, finish getting ready and run to the train station.
I knew I wasnt going to be ready but he would. So I said
''Look theres no point in me coming, Ive got to do my blood sugars in an hour anyway, I wouldnt be able to drink or even have coke cause of the sugar, and were not even going to be bowling, we are just there for a laugh''
So he turned around and said ''live alittle, have a j2o, have a coke it wont matter''
Which really pissed me off cause like.. he knows how ard it has been for me to keep away from sugary drinks and chocolate and he knows how important it is for me to keep to this diet cause of baby!!
So I said ''Im not going to put my health and the babies health at risk just so I can 'enjoy' myself with your co-workers''
He said he was just having a laugh and got abit huffy.. So I cried, just fed up of him and walked away,
He got up and left his dinner, and the cats started to eat it.. why couldnt he just put it in the oven if he was gonna go back to it,
that pissed me off so i threw his dinner away, and just told him to feck off..
i was acturly hysterical, he didnt even understand why..
I dont even understand why im writing this, i just needed to vent..
He shouted at me and just told me to grow up, he got ready and left..
now he says his fone is dead and he cant text me..
and hes not coming back tonight apparently..
I acturly hate him at the moment..
sorry this is really long..
I hate arguing with him, but I dont wanna keep arguing with him all the time, its not healthy for me, and its certainly not healthy for buba!!
I dont want LO brought up in this stressful environment
(if your still reading up to now, thanks =] means alot xx )