No idea why I am feeling like this....

[BH040]

Sooooo for the past I don't know how long I have been hell bent on baby baby baby... and I REALLY do want one..... but the past couple days I am just not sure.... Not that I'm not sure that I'm ready.... I am completely 100% sure that I'm ready... I Just don't know what this feeling that I have is all about. I have conflicting emotions I guess you could say.
I mean I could completely understand where these feelings are coming from if OH and I were fighting or something... but we aren't. But i've kind of been doubting everything ............ sorry I just needed to "say" it to someone.... Trying to sort through my feelings I guess....

 

[Armywife84]

How long have you been TTC? Perhaps the journey is wearing your emotions thin. It does happen. I started having conflicting feelings after a year..go to school, or hold out for my bundle of joy because I'm worried about my age? Or sometimes I thought I should just give up all together because it's not going to happen.

IDK, but your emotions and train of thought run rabid when you're TTC. I don't know how I'm so sane after all these months.

Do you have any other achievements or goals that you need to pick from? I see you're going to get married. Perhaps you should take one step at a time..but that's entirely up to you.

 

[aquaria6]

I feel this way about every other tww. It's like my stomach sinks and I wonder "what if I am really pregnant this time?". And I ask myself a similar set of questions. I think we each go through a million reasons why we aren't ready. But I doubt that most people are truly prepared for the life change that comes with having a child. It is normal to have that tiny twinge of fear when we are faced with the unknown.

In other words, I think many of us have experienced this. When you are finally blessed with your little one, every thing will fall into place, ready or not, because you will then be a mom and that is what moms do: make miracles happen.

 

[silvershadow]

thats how i have been feeling!