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With my first pregnancy I was extreamly nervous about having a MC. I would Google the chances, run to the bathroom to check for blood everytime I was a little wet down there. I was very very worried. Well it ended in MC at 10 weeks. My fears and bad feelings were confirmed.
Well this time around, even though it was only 3 months ago, I don't seem to have that anxiety. I only go to the bathroom when I have to pre. I don't find myself inspecting the TP as I did last time. Cramps don't make me go look for blood. I have no real desire to read about MC.
It is so strange. Even as I type this I think 'what's wrong? Why am I so calm?' Bit I am. I don't have any feeling that this pregnacy is in jeopardy. Though I could be extreamly wrong. I just don't feel it. I feel like I will have a baby in April, and everything is going to work out perfect?
Anyone else have this feeling? The sence of calm? They know this is their rainbow baby?
Well this time around, even though it was only 3 months ago, I don't seem to have that anxiety. I only go to the bathroom when I have to pre. I don't find myself inspecting the TP as I did last time. Cramps don't make me go look for blood. I have no real desire to read about MC.
It is so strange. Even as I type this I think 'what's wrong? Why am I so calm?' Bit I am. I don't have any feeling that this pregnacy is in jeopardy. Though I could be extreamly wrong. I just don't feel it. I feel like I will have a baby in April, and everything is going to work out perfect?
Anyone else have this feeling? The sence of calm? They know this is their rainbow baby?