notquite
*hopeful dreams*
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So this month I have started thinking about getting pregnant... in the past few weeks I've pretty much decided I want to start moving towards that goal. Well, because of several factors, I really thought that I might be pregnant this month, I had sore boobs - possible implantation bleeding - the same kind of headaches I had during my 1st pregnancy... etc.
I had nearly convinced myself it was true, even though I haven't really been TTC - I did miss a couple BC pills this month though. It was driving me crazy so I decided to take a test this morning... negative
and then I start my freaking period like right then. It was so stupid.
And now I feel stupid, because I really thought it could be possible, and I was actually excited about it. Also I know it will be a long while before I can really TTC, beyond NTNP... due to financial stuff, job stuff, etc.
The worst part of it, is that it really reminded me of the M/C.... it felt like I had gone through the same thing again, even though this time I was most likely not pregnant at all... I don't know if that makes sense.
I just needed to tell someone about it, because I am feeling so depressed right now and I can't do anything about it![Sad :( :(](/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/icon_sad.gif)
I had nearly convinced myself it was true, even though I haven't really been TTC - I did miss a couple BC pills this month though. It was driving me crazy so I decided to take a test this morning... negative
![Cry :cry: :cry:](/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/cry.gif)
And now I feel stupid, because I really thought it could be possible, and I was actually excited about it. Also I know it will be a long while before I can really TTC, beyond NTNP... due to financial stuff, job stuff, etc.
The worst part of it, is that it really reminded me of the M/C.... it felt like I had gone through the same thing again, even though this time I was most likely not pregnant at all... I don't know if that makes sense.
I just needed to tell someone about it, because I am feeling so depressed right now and I can't do anything about it
![Sad :( :(](/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/icon_sad.gif)