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Hello ladies. I am a long time stalker. My fiancée and i have ntnp for as long as i can remember because he was determined to pay the house off before we try for our 1st. We already have 3 from previous relationships under the age of 6 and two more years on the house. So as impatient as i am, I hoped for opps. Got a few, none resulting in a pregnancy. 
But since my diagnosis with endometriosis he is ready to actively try. I think finding me curled up in a ball of teary massive pain changed his mind. I am excited as I love children and want to have a child with this man whom has stood beside me in everything life. Yet, I'm terrified that we might have waited too long. That my condition might have sapped my fertility. That my cysts might prevent me from ovulating. And the list goes on and on.
Why does life have to be so hard? All I want is another healthy baby at my breast, it shouldn't be so hard at 25 years old when most females I know are trying NOT to get pregnant.
But since my diagnosis with endometriosis he is ready to actively try. I think finding me curled up in a ball of teary massive pain changed his mind. I am excited as I love children and want to have a child with this man whom has stood beside me in everything life. Yet, I'm terrified that we might have waited too long. That my condition might have sapped my fertility. That my cysts might prevent me from ovulating. And the list goes on and on. Why does life have to be so hard? All I want is another healthy baby at my breast, it shouldn't be so hard at 25 years old when most females I know are trying NOT to get pregnant.
