I am a really emotional person, and being pregnant makes it worse. But lately I have been extremely hurt by my hubby's side of the family. I married into a huge family, and my side of the family pretty much consitted of me, my sisters, and my parents. Anyways well I am a very shy quite person, and I am not that outgoing. But I am really kind, and no one in his side seems to see that. My hubby has some very hard people to get along with, particulary a cousin of his who is married to a woman whom isn't very nice at all. It's like the day i married my hubby they hated me, and no matter how hard I try no one likes me. I want to be accepted so badly, and i've tried so hard. They think i have ruined my hubby because we are always busy, and now that we are pregnant we can't step away for anything because we can't afford to. It makes me horribly sad that no one seems to like me, and a lot of them seem fake to my face, like ya bitch i like you to your face but the second you turn your back i talk about you. Don't get me wrong not every single person in his mfamily is like that, but the group that doesn't like me makes me feel like an outsider along with my childern, but still accepts my hubby. I just don't understand why they have to be so mean all the time, I never really had to incounter such offsensive rude people until now, and I am not sure how to deal with it. Very few people have even said congrats about this baby, let alone our first. Maybe i am just taking them wrong, but I so badly want to be accepted and to feel like i belong. Anyone else dealing with issues like this? Sorry i just had to share, this poor little babe, his mommy has been so stressed lately that it makes it hard to relax. Maybe i am just being too emotional! Anyways thanks for letting me share!