KandyKinz
Longtime Mama
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I hate to say this but I almost feel relieved that I'm not the only one dealing with this. There's that prevailing stereotype that all men are obsessed with that I've often felt really weird about the fact that my sex drive is so much higher.... I can definitly deal with that myself probably even better then him iykwim but I definitly miss the intimacy. I think one of the biggest probs re: him not putting out is he's overall not very affectionate at all. He doesn't cuddle or hug or kiss or holds hands nor does he compliment or talk lovey dovily.... So by him refusing sex he's essentially stopped all physical contact between us.
We've discussed this prob several times in the past when I was upset about the 3-4 day gaps and things tended to improve for a few days at a time but since he's decided on complete abstinence our talks regarding the topic haven't been as successful. At first he'd just say he was too tired from work but then on days off he'd have no interest as well and he even once stated that it was my fault because I'm always pressuring him to have sex :/
Now I'm at the point where despite wanting it to work and wanting to get back to I just don't think it's fair that he can get it whenever he wants even if it's just once every couple days/weeks/months :/ and I have to deal with continual rejection. I feel like just saying f*ck it and if he's not gonna put out regularly then we may as well just not start back up again.... maybe I'm crazy weird but I find almost like a drug and it's much easier to go without it the longer I've been off it lol.... The initial withdrawal sucks!
We've discussed this prob several times in the past when I was upset about the 3-4 day gaps and things tended to improve for a few days at a time but since he's decided on complete abstinence our talks regarding the topic haven't been as successful. At first he'd just say he was too tired from work but then on days off he'd have no interest as well and he even once stated that it was my fault because I'm always pressuring him to have sex :/
Now I'm at the point where despite wanting it to work and wanting to get back to I just don't think it's fair that he can get it whenever he wants even if it's just once every couple days/weeks/months :/ and I have to deal with continual rejection. I feel like just saying f*ck it and if he's not gonna put out regularly then we may as well just not start back up again.... maybe I'm crazy weird but I find almost like a drug and it's much easier to go without it the longer I've been off it lol.... The initial withdrawal sucks!