Ok so im panicing now. 6 and a half weeks. Im really scared. Bloody boyfriend is away again and i hate being on my own. He's promised this is the last time until baby is at least a few months old. But he seems to always be gone at the moment. I can't moan though. He's been so great and works so hard to give me and this baby everything we could want/need. Not a lot of guys would stick with 'some kid you knocked up' as his mate once said. I don't know how im going to cope with being a mum. Please tell me im not then only one who feels like this?! What if im rubbish. I dont know what to do with a baby!!!! HELP ME!?!?!?!?!