Oh please just let this be

[angel11]

So I have posted here today about having lots of CM since ovulation. This morning, I could feel it coming out so I ran to the bathroom thinking it was AF (I am 9dpo and my first cycle after stopping BC). So I went to the loo and it was clear watery cm. Lots of it. Once it goes on my underwear, it goes all white. So I put a panty liner on and waited.

Went to the loo now, and when I wiped I had a small amount of brown discharge. Not like blood as in during AF. It looks like the CM you get during ovulation, except that its brown like old blood (sorry TMI).

I sooooooooooo hope this is implantation bleeding. Oh please please let it be. Could it be?

I am so scared this is just AF warning signs.

Also, if this is AF, that is a bit worrying as that means my luteal phase is only 9 days which would make it difficult if I were to catch an eggy, the implantation can take longer than 9 days.

FX'ed this is implantation. But my stomach is cramping and I have diarrhea now for a few days, so I think this might be AF.

to all!!!

 

[monalisa81]

everything is possible in the first couple of months off the pill.
don't get discouraged, there are so many ladies who wish for AF when they come off the pill. and also there are so many ladies who don't have AF for 2-3 months after the pill. If you look at it from that point it's good that your body recovering quickly.
good luck xx

 

[angel11]

Thanks hun.

We'll just have to wait an see. Everytime I have to go to the loo, I worry that AF will be there.

Either way, if it is not pregnancy, and it is AF, at least I know my body is getting back to normal.

 

[starlight11]

Fingers crossed for you my dear! xox

 

[angel11]

Thanks girl. Still no AF. Cramps on and off an no further brown discharge just still lots of CM. Now white lotiony color.

So we wait...