LoolaBear
3 On Earth 1 in Heaven
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just happily working away when i get a phone call on my mobile from a witheld number.
normally i dont answer them but something was telling me to pick up.
it was the chaplain from the hospital where i lost sonnie. sonnie's post mortem is complete and sonnie is now on her way back to the funeral directors so she will ring me within the next couple of days to get the funeral arrangements sorted.
how am i meant to get on with work now knowing that there could be a letter at home for me telling me why my baby died? how can i continue after that phone call has brought back all my lost feelings of emptiness and sadness? how will i cope over the next few days if the letter is at home today as i will jsut be waiting for it knowing its coming, soon.
aarrrggghhhh i so badly want to cry but cant as im stuck in an office full of people. i just want to run away and lock myself in a room until its all over.
i miss sonnie and want my baby back so bad
normally i dont answer them but something was telling me to pick up.
it was the chaplain from the hospital where i lost sonnie. sonnie's post mortem is complete and sonnie is now on her way back to the funeral directors so she will ring me within the next couple of days to get the funeral arrangements sorted.
how am i meant to get on with work now knowing that there could be a letter at home for me telling me why my baby died? how can i continue after that phone call has brought back all my lost feelings of emptiness and sadness? how will i cope over the next few days if the letter is at home today as i will jsut be waiting for it knowing its coming, soon.
aarrrggghhhh i so badly want to cry but cant as im stuck in an office full of people. i just want to run away and lock myself in a room until its all over.
i miss sonnie and want my baby back so bad