I'm not sure whats wrong with me tonight. I just feel like absolute shit guys! I have all these emotions just building up. Like for one, I just feel horrible about my body right now. I gained 13 pounds (i know its not much) as of last week and I have another appt. tomorrow and I just dont even wanna know what I've gained. It just makes me sick to think about it. I feel so huge and ugly. I was looking at pictures of myself before pregnancy and I didn't realize it at the time but I'm sitting there thinking now how pretty and little I was. Now I'm uncomfortable and dealing with BH all the time and just pain on every other body part. I'm just so done and want this baby out so bad. Plus all it does it fricking snow over here so I'm practically snowed into the house all the time. Ugh...I feel horrible. thank you if you've read this far.