starry it's such a relief that you're getting so much care! finally! being taken seriously by the doctors and taken care of means so so so much. it's like someone finally acknowledged all you've been through!!
i had a really bad treatment at my first gyn, when i fell pregnant and told them i was freaked out because i had one loss before, they treated me if i were crazy. when i came back a month and a half later for a post D&C check up which was done in an emergency unit in a hospital, their faces froze when i walked in. even the receptionist. i'll never forget that scene.
of course i changed the office as they treated me as if it was normal and didn't offer any support even when asked openly. and my new doctor is amazing!
she told me that whenever i fall pregnant again, just to ring her up and come straight into her office for an early scan and bloods! hearing this alone healed me, literally!
She is also referring me to see the OB who did the m/c testing. Here we usually don't see the OB until 30 weeks but the doctor is going to request the OB start seeing me right away for all of my prenatal care. That is such a relief. She also mentioned my hormones were tested and they were fine, so no progesterone issues.
wow 9 weeks already can't believe it . Where has that time gone ? Although I am sure every day for you feels like a month !
My pregnancy has just started and I discovered my craving is PASTA!! And cheese! But mostly pasta. I gobbled up a giant slice of lasagna in the middle of the night and for lunch I made Kraft Dinner and then at supper (forgetting about the KD) I made a low calorie asparagus linguine. Only, it's only low-cal if you don't eat a double portion! And then finish off your son's bowl! 
to top it all off, a co worker said to me today "would you be offended if I said I can see you're pregnant in your face now?" I'm already self conscious about my face being rounder and fatter. It just wasn't my day. 
