When I say my milk didn't come in - I had milk, but it was only fore milk, I wasn't producing the calorie rich hind milk which is the important part. I demand fed round the clock for three weeks, it made no difference. She lost 15% of her birth weight, and no one could explain why I wasn't producing anything of decent quality. Her stools never went through the change that happens when your milk comes in and they start receiving the calorie/ fat rich full milk (going from green to yellow), I never leaked or felt full or had anything come out in a stream like all of my breast feeding friends did/ do have.
I've done the UNICEF baby friendly breast feeding course, I know the biology behind it, know what a correct latch looks like, know how to hand express, know all he benefits etc. But that was of no use to me when the quality wasn't there. Switching to formula was the best thing I ever did, my baby was satisfied, content and thriving, I was no longer stressed. I felt guilty at the time, and no mother should feel guilty for feeding their baby, which is why I always try and tell people my experience, because a lot of the time all you get is how breast feeding is the only good way, and if you do anything else you're failing your child, or simply 'weren't trying hard enough' which is just wrong xx
Your story is similar to mine. Was your little girl ever checked for tongue tie? My boy had this and getting a good enough latch was near impossible. My milk was extremely slow to come in & after my boy losing 13% I was told to top up with formula. Fore milk would have changed babies poo yellow as it is still milk just a thinner consistency (unless you mean colostrum?). I will definately be getting this baby's tongue tie snipped if I need to.