MissingRyder
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Well today marks my one week. I spent the morning reading Heaven is for Real. I have to say it made me feel better, allows me to believe that my baby is in Heaven and waiting for my arrival. I still have the questions of "what if, why me and could've, should've and would've". Not sure these ?'s will ever go away. I return to work Monday and continue with my life.... and wonder how I can continue without my one and only little boy. I sleep with his blanket and a cross we gave him. It's what I have to fall back on when I am weak