A year ago today I delivered my beautiful sleeping boy. My heart broke and I wondered how I would ever be happy again. Now I am impatiently awaiting the arrival of my rainbow which could happen any day now (but hopefully not actually today, as this date will always be tinged with sadness)
I still think about our boy everyday, but now the pain is a mangeable dull ache rather than the deep despair I felt at first, and I actually think about him with fondness and happiness as I am grateful for the time I carried him. I have regained most of the spark that I lost that day and am confident for bright and happy times ahead.
I'm sorry that I don't know many of you in this area of the forum now - it is still a sad place for me to visit. I wish you all much love and strength, and I hope that you will all find your way to a happier future
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I still think about our boy everyday, but now the pain is a mangeable dull ache rather than the deep despair I felt at first, and I actually think about him with fondness and happiness as I am grateful for the time I carried him. I have regained most of the spark that I lost that day and am confident for bright and happy times ahead.
I'm sorry that I don't know many of you in this area of the forum now - it is still a sad place for me to visit. I wish you all much love and strength, and I hope that you will all find your way to a happier future
![Hugs :hugs: :hugs:](/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/hug1.gif)