PAL - August 2012 Rainbow babies!

[NewbieLisette]

Fil you are one strong lady! Thank you for your positive thoughts sweetie, I am truely in awe of you

 

[MrsMoo72]

Good luck 2moro fili - hope you get some kind of resolution xxx

 

[NewbieLisette]

New HGC # in my siggy girls! Feeling a little relief...hope I can get some sleep tonight! Thinking I'll still mention the anxeity to my Dr and perhaps book that early private scan for the week of the 24th when I'll be 9weeks....2 weeks ahead if I can hear a strong heartbeat will make the world of diffrence

How's everyone doing today? It's 4:20pm in my part of the world and I'm ready to call it a night! Boy oh boy its gonna be a long week!!!!

 

[struth]

Those numbers look fab Lisette!!

How does it work over there - does it cost you for additional scans or do you get them on insurance. I would certainly go at about 9 weeks if I were you - especially if you are suffering from anxiety related to it all. I feel much better today knowing that as of today everything is looking good. Of course, it doesn't completely make the worry go away but it helps.

Keep positive though honey - those numbers are great and as each day passes the chances of anything going wrong reduces x

 

[Mrskg]

Ruth congrats love the scan pic x it gives me insight to what to expect next wk I'll be 8/4 as well xxx

Great numbers lisette yeah I'd book a scan if you can even for reassurance x my reasoning is that I know I can't change anything but if there is anything wrong I want to know sooner than later an if everything's perfect I want to know sooner lol if that makes sense xxx

 

[struth]

Thinking of you tomorrow Fili x

 

[Mrskg]

Fili sending you hugs for tomorrow other thread we post on is doing a q&a thing don't want mess tom get lost in between x stay strong xxxx

 

[NewbieLisette]

Thank you for understanding sooo perfectly gilrs I've sent my Dr an email & expressed my feelings & anxeity...I think he'll give me the go ahead to book an early scan privately, not sure what it will cost or if & how much my work insurance will cover...I guess ill soon find out! Lol

Fil keeping u in my prayers sweetie

 

[Mrskg]

I feel slightly lifted girls hope you understand x

I was posting on another thread an I noticed my loss ticker was at 6 months x I sat an looked at it for while an I just got the Feeling it was time to remove it x I will never forget but think I need to concentrate on my rainbow ticker now x I feel a sense of relief an peace very strange xxx

 

[NewbieLisette]

Kristene sweetie I can totally understand that...I think what u are feeling is a very positive sign...your angel is helping u make room for that bright beautiful rainbow

 

[Mrskg]

Thank you lisette you said that beautifully x what a lovely way think of it x I didn't want to appear heartless or that they no longer matter I just feel like that chapter s over an I'm moving on to the next xxxx

 

[NewbieLisette]

I think we are all in such a special overlap of emotions right now only we could truely understand eachother! I'm happy I was able to capture what you were saying

In the early days of my bfp I cried for my lost angel & felt guilt & sorrow...it left very little room in my heart for joy or hope I realised...it came a day when I was able to reckon to myself if I believe my angel will always be there watching over me than she will watch over this new little one as well & would truely want me to love & welcome it into my heart I pray for my angel every night & imagine my beloved grandparents take good care of her as they watch over us here on earth still struggling to understand it all everyday!

Isint it bedtime for y over there?

 

[Mrskg]

Yes lisette it was bedtime lol still suffering insomnia managed to sleep for 2 that was early! So glad cause was up half 7 today school an nursery go back this morn xxx

I def think our angel are looking down giving us their blessings xxx

 

[struth]

Awww ladies - your comments are perfect. Kristene - I understand completely. I think there does come a time where acceptance takes over. It doesn't mean we don't still think about our angels but it just helps us to move forward. I'm glad that you got there honey

 

[jd83]

I think we are all in such a special overlap of emotions right now only we could truely understand eachother! I'm happy I was able to capture what you were saying

In the early days of my bfp I cried for my lost angel & felt guilt & sorrow...it left very little room in my heart for joy or hope I realised...it came a day when I was able to reckon to myself if I believe my angel will always be there watching over me than she will watch over this new little one as well & would truely want me to love & welcome it into my heart I pray for my angel every night & imagine my beloved grandparents take good care of her as they watch over us here on earth still struggling to understand it all everyday!

Isint it bedtime for y over there?

Thank you Lisette You said that so beautifully it brought tears to my eyes, just thinking of my own lost little ones. I won't ever forget them, but I know they are in a better place.

 

[MrsMoo72]

Any word from fili yet? Anyone remember what time her scan was?

 

[NewbieLisette]

Been stalking here too....not sure with the time diffrence...praying hard!!!!

 

[MrsMoo72]

Its 5pm here lisette, think her scan was bout 9am....hope shes ok...

 

[silverlizard]

looks like it's time to take me off the list... scan today, no heartbeat, embryo measuring only 6 weeks (should be 8w4). they'll re-scan in a week, but I'm pretty sure it's gone.

*hugs* to everyone, hope everything goes well for you all.

 

[MrsMoo72]

Aw darling im soooo sorry, big hugs xxx