I'm feeling very pessimistic too. My bbt has been a bit erratic (although that's probably because I've slept with my mouth open a few nights). Although I've been nauseous, my boobs don't hurt at much as I think they should!
And worst of all? We went to our gp and I asked him about my beta results, which were 168 at 4wks 1 day. He said "it's a little low, we want it in the thousands soon". Of course I freak out. I've subsequently found that for that date it's an absolutely normal, even slightly higher than average for a successful pregnancy! I told my sister, who's luckily a newly minted doctor herself, and she said no single number matters too much and my dr was a "douchebag" for saying I was low. I'm going for more blood tests today. I also took one of those clearblue digital tests with a conception indicator and it was bang on (I'm sure you can't read too much into that, but I've heard of them predicting miscarriage). Anyway - it's all fine I guess but obviously I'm freaking out!!
I keep trying to tell myself to be calm but it's not working at the moment. Causing more harm than good! And then causing guilt which causes more stress...
ARRRGHH!
Sorry to vent ladies. Like Frankie and Susan suggested - so nice to have people around to talk to who know what I'm going through. And in the same vein - I'm Annie.
Let's try and get out PMA back, shall we?
Gonna sort out my ticker today, stuff feeling pessimistic, I'm pregnant!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (please remind me i said this when i am having a bad day!)
. Remember Heather didn't get a chance to keep hers secret as she was 'definitely' having another ectopic so it was all over Facebook! PMA all the way baby xx
