i think im in the frame of mind whereby i know i have no control over my body or how this pregnancy will progress - but one thing i will be is damn prepared for this baby,
in fact i think in general i have no control over my life - being married to a soldier, the MOD make alot of life choices for your family that u havnt got a chance in hell of changing,
so i plan, i scheme, and i organise as much as i can lol
a shrink could have a feild day with me