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Does anyone have any experience of this? I had it undiagnosed in my first pregnancy, but coped. This time it's severe. I have a community psychiatric nurse who visits fortnightly, and a number of people (inc mother and baby unit) to contact in an emergency.
On sunday night, things got so bad that I panicked because we only had 5 paracetomol in the house. I don't think I wanted to take them, I think I needed the reassurance that I had them there to overdose on if I needed to (which sounds so crazy, I know!). OH tried to call an ambulance, but called the mother and baby unit instead who talked him through looking after me, and said if it got bad again he was to call the police to take me to hospital. Luckily, it calmed down and I slept.
It's awful. I have intrusive thoughts, so I could be feeling fine, happily walking down the street, until something in my head tells me that I'm going to jump in front of a car, and I panic because I don't want to but I;m scared my body will make me do it.
I was prescribed an antidepressant recently. That was horrendous. I slept constantly, 18 hours out of 24. I wasn't able to feel anything except fear. My thoughts slowed down so much, I struggled to count to down. OH was getting upset and crying, and I was unable to feel any empathy, and my actions were robotic. Agreed now to not take them, but be under supervision.
Is anyone else going through the same? It would be great to find others x
On sunday night, things got so bad that I panicked because we only had 5 paracetomol in the house. I don't think I wanted to take them, I think I needed the reassurance that I had them there to overdose on if I needed to (which sounds so crazy, I know!). OH tried to call an ambulance, but called the mother and baby unit instead who talked him through looking after me, and said if it got bad again he was to call the police to take me to hospital. Luckily, it calmed down and I slept.
It's awful. I have intrusive thoughts, so I could be feeling fine, happily walking down the street, until something in my head tells me that I'm going to jump in front of a car, and I panic because I don't want to but I;m scared my body will make me do it.
I was prescribed an antidepressant recently. That was horrendous. I slept constantly, 18 hours out of 24. I wasn't able to feel anything except fear. My thoughts slowed down so much, I struggled to count to down. OH was getting upset and crying, and I was unable to feel any empathy, and my actions were robotic. Agreed now to not take them, but be under supervision.
Is anyone else going through the same? It would be great to find others x