pg signs or cracking up signs??!!!

[crystal443]

Hiya,

Posties are the worst aren't they??? I was waiting on a package for a week and he didn't even bring it to the door he dropped a parcel card in my box...ugghhhh I was so pissed!! So I had to wait another whole day to pick it up, so I've got a lazy postie he won't walk it to the door which is 10 steps from the street!! Glad I'm not the only one with a crap Postie

I stopped testing on the third day of a +OPK, I should have stopped on the first day lol but I just can't help myself. The main thing is BDing on the right day so I think we got that covered and I'm officially in my TWW!!!

Good luck MrsF I'm patiently awaiting your test result!!! GOOD LUCK!!!

 

[MrsF]

thanks crystal how far in to the 2WW are you?

Well, still no package contacted the company today and they said it was dispatched yesterday so should be here tomorrow - i hope so cos i'm going CRAZY this end....

my boobs and nipple are so friggin sore, and the heat they are generating is unreal!!! (when i have those 2 lines i shall thank the lord they are, i swear!!!), my sleep is shot (again, a good sign, i aint complainin!!!) and my ovaries feel very tender, but not in an AF kinda way....nausea is coming in bigger waves too, and my sense of smell is akin to my dog's!!!

i shall save my first tiddle in the morning (maybe something i shouldnt post, but hey, i've stated my nipples are positively pornagraphic....) and test that when the postman FINALLY ARRIVES.....

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! I live in the middle of nowhere and the only stick i can get close to is one with leaves on (and i ain't peeing on that...)

one more sleep. I shall be CD25 of a 26-28 day cycle in the morning so levels should be fairly detectable.

fingers crossed this is it ladies!!

Will dutifully report back tomorrow

TTFN x x x x

 

[crystal443]

mrsf,

CD25 of a 26-28 day cycle should be fine for detecting pregnancy I am eithr 5 DPO or 7DPO depending on which day I went with the + OPK...I went back on my chart and took the other two +'s off and it puts me at 7DPO so who knows? I'll either be pregnant at the end of this cycle or not and nothing will change the outcome if I'm 5 DPO or 7DPO.
I think the fact once the + has come and gone for the cycle its a bit depressing knowing there's nothing left to do but wait!!
I really hope this is your month and my fingers and toes are crossed for you!! Will check back tomorrow and see how you went!! GOOOODDDD LUUUUCKKKK!!

 

[Sammy2009]

Sore boobs are a great sign of pregnancy alone!!!

I would hazard a guess that you are definitely pregnant! Lol.

Where is that fecking postman???

Good luck Hun... Sending loadsa babydust to you!! Xxx

 

[MrsF]

hope you're right Sammy!!!

Ok Postie, in your own time mate.......

 

[MrsF]

bollocks

BFN

cracking up symptoms it is then

 

[crystal443]

I'm so sorry to hear that and everything sounded so positive for you too!!! Chin up, I know its heartbreaking but you can't give up !!!

 

[hopes fading]

I don't know what to say - all the signs were there... Mother Nature is an evil bitch and if ever I meet her I shall be hand delivering several bitch slaps! Has the other evil bitch shown up yet? I am still hoping she won't do
I read your other post, I know you are feeling awful right now. Someone else quoted the saying "this too shall pass" and thank goodness they are right. I hope you are getting lots of love and support from DH and I hope that you start feeling better soon. Please keep me updated with your progress. Hugs, Hopes. X

 

[MrsF]

thankyou hopes and crystal

i couldnt give up crystal, i just cannot see a future for us without children, and that worries me x x x

hopes, DH is just amazingly supportive, he doesnt always say the right thing, but he understands how i feel, and he lets me talk, cry, shout and strop. I'm very lucky to have him x x x

and no (change of tone now, lol), the f***ing, stupid, tw****y, ugly mother-f***ing, piece of s**t, evil witch has not arrived (god i feel better for that already!!!) should be here today. cow. (not you hopes!!!!) took another test today and that was -ve too.

still have all the original signs - my nipples are just truely incredible!!!! but i dont think for a minute now that the tests are wrong - they're ultra sensitive one (10uil).

i dream of the two-pink-lines day ...

x x x

 

[hopes fading]

You do make me laugh - I think we have the same SOH! When you wrote about living in the middle of nowhere and the only sticks were ones with leaves on I was laughing out very loud! So glad to hear that DH is really supportive too, it makes all the difference.

Those elusive tiny little pink lines will one day be ours, they have to be...

I just hope the f***ing, stupid, tw****y, ugly mother-f***ing, piece of s**t, evil witch comes soon - though I fear you may have scared her off!!! Let us know as soon as she shows, meanwhile, I hope something wonderful unrelated to TTC happens to you and takes your mind off it for a while.

X

 

[MrsF]

hopes, i think my sarcasm is my best, nay only, defence

and those pink lines HAVE to be ours one day - surely....

and as for the f***ing, stupid, tw****y, ugly mother-f***ing, piece of s**t, evil witch, she can go f*** will let you know when she comes...

apologies for the tourettes to anyone who is faint-hearted, but needs must...

x x x x x

 

[crystal443]

Mrsf,

You made me laugh and I felt horrible for you, we've all been in that boat with all the symptoms and it just keeps coming up -. I hate my f***ing, stupid, tw****y, ugly mother-f***ing, piece of s**t, evil witch too!! I had a huge meltdown last month when she arrived and I wasn't even thinking I was pregnant...lol...DH is great though he'll let me scream cry whatever I need too but he can say stupid things as well...lol...like we'll try again next cycle..OMG that drives me insane, I don't want to try next cycle..lol

I do have two kids a wonderfully smart beautiful daughter whom is 14 and handsome, smart son whom is 12 and I haven't been on birth control since I tried to get pregnant with my daughter. I'm 35 now and we are just so frustrated at this point, we're both fine we were just tested again and there's just no reason we shouldn't concieve. You will see your pink lines one day soon and when you do it will be your most amazing wonderful moment in life.
I'm back on Clomid for some more rounds and I really hope we get our pink lines soon, you just never know when they're going to show up so keep posting and we can all keep in touch on here, its nice to have ladies to chat too that have been trying for a long time as well.

 

[MrsF]

crystal x x x

i think you're right, it really is nice to talk to people who understand the struggles, having said that, i wouldnt wish this on my worst enemy....(apart from the witch, but not sure how that would work.......)

i hope you find success soon on the clomid hun - i've decided that if the FET in Oct doesnt work, i'll have the last blasto transferred in Nov, then a couple of months back on clomid as we try and raise the cash for a fresh IVF cycle.

In the meantime, i think it's best (outside of BnB in my "real world") if all pregnant women, people who think "just relax" is the answer, people who try and make me see the benefits of not having kids, and people who think that trying for 3 months is a looooooong time, had probably give me a wide berth.....

 

[MrsF]

she arrived today and was about as welcome as a fart at a funeral.....

not much more to say ..........................

 

[hopes fading]

Bless you. I would get drunk if I were you - no matter what time of the day or night! And behave like a complete Princess for at least 24 hours! Please keep me posted with future news, lots of love. X

 

[crystal443]

Hiya,

Its a pain in the ass when someone is telling you to relax and it'll happen or I cannot believe anyone trying to tell you the benefits of having no children????You're kidding? I can't imagine what my response would be!!
Hopes Fading is right have a few drinks and a good cry or scream whatever works best for you and get that cycle out of your system. We're going to have to go IVF if Clomid doesn't work as well and I just don't want too, everything comes back normal for myself and hubby, but I think if we want this to happen in the near future we're going to have to go that route. Keep us updated !!

I'l either 11 DPO or 13 DPO ( I will not keep taking OPK's again once I have a +) I've got myself confused on where I am in my cycle. If nothing happens by next Monday I'll test then, I can't stand to see another -