Praying and hoping this will be the month (1 angel)

[omuk]

I have been married for 5 years. TTC for 3 years. I have always had a regular cycle exactly 28 days. Recently went to a doctor and she did an ultrasound and blood test on CD2 and immediately put me on glucophage and duphaston. My progesterone levels were low. Am now again on CD3 and praying and hoping that this will be the month. I cry all the time, wondering why me. I am even scared to go anywhere to socialise, because the first question is always " no babies yet?" i hate this question and now i keep to myself. I go to work, come home then go to work. Thanks God for my husband, he is my best friend and he has always been there for me. Am now counting again this month and hope it will happen soon for me. Its also a comfort to know that i am not alone.

 

[Angel baby]

First of all lots of baby dust to you!

Second, I hate that question too so here lately, I've been asking everyone when their period is due or when exactly did they go into menopause?

Or maybe another good one should be, Yes I'm 9 months and where is my gift card?

I actually have gotten so frustrated with it, I have been a little snappy about it but I told everyone I work with and some family that we are on a break. So hopefully everyone will lay off of questioning me for a while.

I plan to do a IUI this cycle and nobody but my DH and BNB is to know in case it fails.

 

[omuk]

Thanks Angel baby. Baby dust to you too .

I wish you all the best on the IUI and will pray for bfp for you.

I actually tell everyone that we are not yet ready but who am i kidding!!!

I just made an appointment with my doctor for Saturday and have to go in for more tests (I think so). In the meantime have to continue with glucophage. The side effects are horrid! 24 7 nausea. i stay strong knowing that it will all result in a baby in my arms.

Have strong will and faith and all will work out with the IUI. Would love to know what its all about and what you are going through. Maybe that will be my path also. So will appreciate all the info.

 

[Angel baby]

I do have 3 children by my ex husband who are 13, 15, 17. I had tubal reversal surgery this past may and on my 6th cycle had HSG and found out 1 tube is blocked. I see a fertility doc who suggested the IUI. I'll take clomid at the behind of the cycle, as soon as AF makes her appearance. Hopefully tomorrow. I'll get initial scans on CD3 to check how many follies I'm putting out and as they mature I'll get a trigger shot to induce ovulation and hopefully drop more than 1 egg to increase my chances of fertilization. The day after the trigger I'll go in and they will insert DH sperm directly into the uterus. I've noticed alot of people don't take the first time and few that don't take at all. I guess this is the step you take prior to IVF. Each cycle of IUI is 950 for me. Insurance doesn't cover. I guess it beats 10,000 for IVF and chances of failed cycle.

This cycle I did soy days 3-7 and HSG but I think may have ovulated on my blocked side. I'm 14dpo and all test have been negative. So just waiting on the witch.

Thankyou for your kindness and wish u lots of luck!

 

[Angel baby]

Clomid at the beginning not behind! Lol!

 

[HisGrace]

I hate that question, too. I really want to tell people what I do with my uterus is none of your business, but that wouldn't be nice. LOL. I hope this is your month!

 

[omuk]

Angel baby, thanks for the information. i mentioned i am going to see my doctor soon, and lets see what other test i have to take.

I have taken clomid before and really had a very painful ovulation so i stopped. it was so painful i could not walk. I hope this will not be the case for you. i also know that many people have been successful on clomid.

@Jehovasgrace, am also praying that this will be my month and everyone else here who is trying like me.

 

[omuk]

First rain in a year in dubai, so this must be good sign.

 

[Angel baby]

It's been rainy for 2 days here but we needed it

 

[omuk]

I just saw the doctor today, and i am scheduled for an HSG tomorrow Sunday. From the forums, i know that it will be a little bit painful and crampy. I am praying for positive results.

 

[JoanneBirnie]

sending baby dust and i know exactly how you feel hunnixxxx

 

[Angel baby]

Lots of luck to you Omuk. I had mine last cycle! Maybe you will Clear the way and get a BFP out of it!

 

[omuk]

Hi all. Good news. My HSG test well. My tubes are clear. No blockage. Hoping for a bfp this cycle since all is clear.

 

[mpb1983330]

I am right there with you...as are so many others...Its such a horrible spot we are all in and I hope you the get a BFP soon or at least remain hopeful...All I ever wanted was to be a mommy and I am to one beautiful daughter who is 3 now...but I've always pictured have multiple kids so I'm not sure what Gods plan is in all of this and why its taking us so long to conceive #2...I get overcome by fear anxiety when its the time AF is supposed to arrive; so much so, I hate to even to to the bathroom and as soon as I see it, I just break down...and then the next two days are miserable. I then pick myself up and get hopeful all over again...I can't tell you how many people ask "about time to have another one huh?" I just want to ring their necks and be like "DON'T YOU THINK I'M TRYING!" aaahh...I wish you tons of *baby dust* and hope you get your BFP this month!

 

[Angel baby]

Yay Omuk! Now it's time to catch that egg!

 

[omuk]

Hi Angel baby. did you start taking the clomid? How is it going?

@mbp i go through the stress everytime AF shows so i understand how difficult those few days are. I dont eat and just want to stay in bed crying, but have to work so atleast i keep busy. I am trying for my 1st and am praying so hard and i believe one day i will be a mom.

as for me, my breasts are sensitive and on cd11. hoping to DTD tonight but DH is not here yet. he went for teambuilding with colleagues. Will wait for him to come home.

 

[Angel baby]

I take my last dose this evening. I can tell something is going on down there. I can't wait till Saturday to have my scans to see how many.

CD7 for me... So waiting for ovulation. Good news is that I will take a trigger shot so I'll know more closely when I'll ovulate. I suspect next week though.

 

[omuk]

@Angel baby, good to hear everything is going on well. What is the trigger shot?

 

[Angel baby]

I'll be taking ovidrel HCG injection. Once my follicles reach a certain size I'll take the shot and it forces ovulation within 24-40 yourself hopefully force me to drop more than 1 egg to increase the chances of being fertilized.

 

[omuk]

angel baby, atleast you get to know exactly when you will ovulate so bd alot and wish you best of luck this month.

AFM i am feeling little bit of pain on my right ovary so i guess ovulation is just around the corner.

Am not in good terms with my husband at the moment because he went out late yesterday on a drinking binge with his friends. I feel that he is not supporting me on this. Maybe am just being emotional. I just want a baby so much.

Anyway, i have to figure out how we can go back in good terms asap because i cant do this alone