Hi ladies I'M BACK! :wave:
Sorry I was MIA but I enjoyed the holiday so much and wasn't stressed about TTC I needed a longer break from here. It's been a month since I was last on and I was only away week. I've been finding TTC much better not keeping track of where I am in my cycle, not using OPK's or checking CP. I've did a lot of thinking on holiday and I think DH now wants a baby more than me! I just started thinking of the positives of being childless and it made me wonder if it is really what I want. I'm sure it is, I can't imagine my life without kids, but I feel so young still, certainly don't feel 31! (It was my bday when I was away.) If I was younger I might have had a break from TTC but because my clock is ticking we really need to get on with it! So I'm just seeing how things go, I'm CD 5 and I had a GREAT spotting cycle last month. Have not got past CD28 for over a year without spotting and managed to get to CD32, only 1 day before AF!

Also managed a 15 day LP for the first time ever! I only know when I ovulated as I got very bad cramping again, on my right side this time, which lasted for hours. I'm having TV u/sounds again this cycle so will be interesting to see if I have another cyst on my right ovary (I suspect this) and what has happened to the one on my left. I was so sure I was preggo when I had no spotting and got past 12DPO, but

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So now to catch up...
AS, I’m so so sorry chick

Sending you tons of

. Don’t really know what to say

other than we are here for you when you feel ready to come back.
MrsMM, sorry AF got you hun
30 – glad AF came lol!! So jealous of your gymnastics tickets! It’s the only part of the Olympics I watch – I love it! Sooo happy for your friend and the IVF!! Helps me see light at the end of the tunnel!
Babyhopes sorry about all your bleeding hun. Loving your new avatar of Poppy! Sorry she has been a bit poorly.
Kendra, that’s awful news about your friend
Pam! You’re back! Thanks for updating the title! A clomid buddy for me too!
DG - not long now til DH's appointment!
Welcome Noradun!
So I might not be on here as much as I used to as I'm not accessing it on my phone, only the laptop or ipad, I was too obsessed with BnB before, checking my phone every day and I don't think it was good for me but I've missed you ladies so much. I'm not gonna talk about my cycles until they're over with, so I don't have to think about it & get stressed, but will be here for general chit chat and to see how you are all doing

xxx