Praying for a 2012 BFP and 2013 Baby!!!

[MrsPTTC]

Aw DG I'm sorry hun What do they expect to find out at the biopsy?

Hopes - thanks hun, follicle tracking is where you have transvaginal ultrasounds (dildo cam!) every 2-3 days to monitor how your body is responding to the clomid and to check that you actually ovulate.

So I had my scan this morning, that damn cyst is still on my left ovary, 3.2cm and they won't do anything unless it's 5cm or more. Hopefully it should go soon as the sonographer (or whatever her job title is lol) said they can last months but not years, and it must have been there at least 9 months now. No cyst on the right which is brilliant as I had such bad O pain last month I thought I might have one. Tiny follies on the left, can't see any big ones because of the cyst. 2 12mm follies on the left which is better than my last follicle tracking in October. Oh and my lining is great which I'm pleased about as clomid can thin it. Going back on weds. So much for me relaxing as I've no choice but to know where I am this cycle lol! x

 

[Flowerbaby]

Ahhh I see MrsP now I understand, well at least you know what is going on with your body at the min! It sounds like a good thing! Ha ha love the dildo cam, made me giggle! X

 

[deafgal01]

MrsP- the biopsy will help the dr to figure out if we're dealing with blockage (which might be preventing sperms from coming out), if it's that, they're able to do surgery to help fix the blockage so that the sperms will come out. However, it will also tell the dr if the lack of production/sperms is the issue. If that's the issue, there's new modern surgeries that they can do to retrieve the sperms to do a "in vitro" on me to help us have a baby.

DH and I talked about the options. We've decided that if it's just blockage, we'll have them go ahead and fix it. However, if it's the other, then we'll probably just look into donor sperm. I don't see the point of putting him thru more invasive surgeries (and possibly have more disappointing news when they tell us oh, we couldn't find enough sperms or something) thus spending more in the process in trying to get pregnant when we could already be by now (which we aren't).

It's tough to mentally preparing myself for either choices we'd have to go with (I can deal with blockage easy but if we're going the donor sperm route, it's gonna be tougher mentally). I'm glad DH is fine with it now but when the reality hits him, I'm thinking he isn't giving it much thought right now so when that reality hits (if that's the issue), he's gonna have some emotions to work thru- not as much as me but still, something.

 

[KendraNoell]

Sorry I haven't updated much. It's been a rough last couple weeks and I've been having a really rough time with OH. LO hasn't had another appointment since his circumcision so I'm not sure how much more weight he's put on but I wouldn't be surprised if he's at 10 lbs now. He eats like a champ. I have him on hypoallergenic formula because I think he's having a hard time digesting the milk proteins and I don't want to go to soy if I don't have to. So I'm trying this out for a week or so and see how he does. He was so gassy with regular formula but wasn't passing it, and was obviously in pain quite a bit, so I'm trying this out. I'm pretty sure he has a tongue tie as well, he takes in a lot of air when he feeds but I am not able to manipulate him or the bottle in any way to get him to stop eating like that.

He has been trying to laugh and smiles all the time now! So nice to have him interacting a little with us. I don't really have any more to update lol. I go back to work part time tomorrow, working three days a week 8 hours a day. Wish I didn't have to but OH is only working part time too so it has to be done.

 

[KendraNoell]

Here's a 6 week picture together

 

[deafgal01]

Oh Kendra- go back to work already? It hasn't even been that long... But I understand that someone's gotta bring home the dough. Wow, that'll be tough.

MrsP- hope that annoying cyst goes away.

 

[KendraNoell]

Well yah, tomorrow is 6 weeks though and it was unpaid so I have no choice

 

[deafgal01]

Kendra- it just isn't fair... I think USA isn't that "friendly" for families like yours and mine. I only get up to 6 weeks of maternity leave if I recall it correctly (I could be wrong though). I'm envious of the ladies who live in Sweden or other countries where they get more time off to be mothers to babies.

 

[Flowerbaby]

Awww girls 6 weeks of maternity is rubbish! Bless ya's! Dont want too make you jealous but we get around 8ish months of mat leav, its great! I think i will be going back too work next february and im going back part time which is month on month off. I will only be flying around 3 times a week on my month on so its great! x

Sorry you are having a hard time with OH Kendra, to be honest me and my DH are having a terrible time at the minute, we just argue constantly, we argued about fish tonight hence my angry feeling, i just cant bear him at the moment he makes my piss boil! LOL! Am sure we will be okay but i just cannot be arsed being around him right now. Ohhh Jackson is a big boy if he is 10lb! Poppy is only 11lb and she is nearly 11 weeks but she dosent eat very much so that i think she is on the small side, she is just in the 25th percentile for weight but the HV is cool with it. Good luck going back too work chick, try and take it easy such a cute piccie! Will update with some of poppy soon x
DG i really hope you get good news from the biopsy and your DH gets sorted.....it must be a really tough time for you both and you know we are hear for you if you need us! Im sure you are going too get that BFP very soon i just know it

 

[30mummyof1]

girls
just catching up with everyone's posts, feels like i've been away ages!

Mrsp, they only put in 2 embryo's, 1 must have split into 2 as she will have identical twins plus 1.
Goodluck with the folicle tracking, hope that cyst goes sharpish.

Sorry to hear the news dg, hopefully the biopsy will reveal better news and something can be done quickly. x

Sorry to hear you're having a hard time with oh Claire? is he still going out a lot? It is stressful in 1st months of a babies life, as lovely as they are its hard work!! Hope you get things sorted. Maternity leave till feb, thats fab. Who will look after Poppy when you work?

Sorry you have to go back to work so soon Kendra, it can be that quick here just depending on the company you work for and personal situations. Will he go into a nursery?


Well we had a good time, but we now need a holiday to get over our holiday! Was fun and lovely to have oh around but a baby and a toddler together away from home, is stressful! managed to have a couple of drinks in evening to destress a bit but nice to get home to a comfortable bed and other home comforts!

 

[deafgal01]

Thanks ladies! I know y'alls will be here for me no matter what happens. Hope everyone is having a good day.

Just did my workout. I learned yesterday I could jog some on my walk with Zach. Today on treadmill where I could control the speed I figured out I could jog at least speed of 4.5 miles per hour twice (half mile) jogs with a 0.25 mile walk break in between jogs. I'm so proud of myself! I am making some progress with my cardiorespiratory health. hopefully with that, the weight will start melting off in preparation of my future.

 

[Flowerbaby]

Hi girls, glad you had a nice holiday Rach, yes i bet a baby and a toddler is stressful, at least you managed too have a few drinks! My parents and DH's parents will have Poppy between them when i go back too work, i dont intend on doing many flights and will try and swap them for days off where i can! Im certainly giving up longhaul, i couldnt bear to be in a different country away from Poppy overnight! Awww my DH is just being a prize prick, not really going out as such just mega moody! He is going to Marbella at the end of this week for a lads weekend and is working out and dieting as much as he can and he is just in a constant mood coz he thinks he is fat hes like a bloody woman, roll on next week! Poppy is at my parents tonight too give me a night off, so i think we might go out for tea and too the movies. im completely knackered though so i could just do with going too bed now and waking up tomorrow too catch up on sleep! LOL! No one said motherhood would be easy and they were right! x

 

[30mummyof1]

Hope he sorts himself out soon, sounds a bit like a early midlife crisis!! you don't need it do you, with a young baby as well.
Harry is really trying to crawl now, think he can move a tiny bit but its more just from the flapping that kinda propels him along if you know what i mean! don't think it will be long though..eek!
He's enjoying solids a lot, in fact apart from his bedtime bottle he's not overally bothered about milk anymore.

 

[30mummyof1]

Did you get to go out hun? nice you have lots of baby sitters.
We're hoping oh's parents will have both of them now after our hols and they slept in the same room with no probs! well the 1st night Thomas said "noisy loud get out!" but he was fine after that!

Blimey what a couple of days, we got back from hols and one of my rabbits, Dexter wasn't very well. Took him to vets and he had a blocked gut and if we hadn't he would probably have died within 24hrs but looks like he is on the mend, fx. Took Roxy my other rabbit in today to keep him company, bless

Then looked like my car had properly died last night, just started thinking i'm not going on holiday again! but then today found the car we were looking at had been dropped in price so decided to go for it Pick it up on Monday

 

[deafgal01]

30 yay for getting new car for cheaper than what it was selling for.

 

[30mummyof1]

Yes we were determined to get some money off, even though they were playing hardball! just had to be patient!

 

[Flowerbaby]

Aww how exciting Rach bet you can't wait too get your new car! Yes we went out and had steak and a btle of red vino then came home and had rampant sex! Yaaayyy! I'm sleeping back in our bed tnite and leaving poppy on her own for first time! Eeekk! Bet I dnt sleep all night listening too monitor! Bet Harry looks really cute flapping around trying too crawl, aww bless him! X

I took Poppy for her first photo shoot yesterday she was sooo good, can't wait too see pics! I get my new Iphone4 tomorrow, am so excited! Been using this stupid blackberry too long now, its crap! I will be on here heaps more with my iphone!

Hope everyone is well.

Pam any news on the BFP front? X

 

[Flowerbaby]

Aww how exciting Rach bet you can't wait too get your new car! Yes we went out and had steak and a btle of red vino then came home and had rampant sex! Yaaayyy! I'm sleeping back in our bed tnite and leaving poppy on her own for first time! Eeekk! Bet I dnt sleep all night listening too monitor! Bet Harry looks really cute flapping around trying too crawl, aww bless him! X

I took Poppy for her first photo shoot yesterday she was sooo good, can't wait too see pics! I get my new Iphone4 tomorrow, am so excited! Been using this stupid blackberry too long now, its crap! I will be on here heaps more with my iphone!

Hope everyone is well.

Pam any news on the BFP front? X

 

[30mummyof1]

Yes can't wait!

yay to rampant bet your dh was a happy bunny!
no you probably won't hun, but good to get back to normal sharing a bed. We didn't get a chance for any on hols, was a lodge so the doors were not proper doors if you know what i mean...didn't feel very private from the boys, well Thomas more than Harry!

omg watching England play, stressful! can't turn it off though! COME ON ENGLAND

 

[deafgal01]

babyhopes for new iphone... Always fun to have a new phone or toy to play with.

30- hope England wins the game.