Pregmate was a bfp after all. Just not a sticky one

[Suggerhoney]

I see lines they do look very faint for 13dpo but as u didn't temp u mite be less dpo. Crossing everything right now

 

[LuvallmyH]

Just tweaked the Smu on top of fmu pic. It’s def pink! Now what to do until tomorrow!

It’s hard to not let a little hope slip in.

 

[Suggerhoney]

That top one is definitely darker hon and clearly pink. Fixed they continue to get darker hon. Can’t wait to see ure frer now

 

[motherofboys]

I'm cautiously excited to see what tomorrow brings you

 

[kittiecat]

Really hope these lines continue to get darker! Keeping everything crossed for you!

 

[LuvallmyH]

Today is bottom pic (Smu top test)

I can’t do anything except compare pics lol. Today’s Smu is clearly darker than yesterday’s. I’m a big ball of nerves. I go between feeling optimistic to sudden doom.
I guess all in all I’m happy I can still get pregnant. And if this one isn’t sticking it’s because my body is doing it’s job. Who knows when the frer will show up. I wish I had one for now but I don’t. It’s going to be what it’s going to be.

 

[LuvallmyH]

And..... right out the door. I’ve cracked. All my hope & optimism are gone. I don’t believe I’d get this many lines for faulty tests - that would be a lot of faulty tests. But I don’t think it’s a good outcome here. Even if I was off on my o date a couple of days, there should still be clear lines. I can’t call these clear lines. Today’s Smu was the best line I’ve gotten, but that’s one test. So maybe I had a little bit of hcg in my system but I don’t see it appropriately rising. I have to be honest with myself. Sorry for all the up and down. I’d love to know how to control those emotions and disappointment. I’m not giving up and I’ll be fine. It gets easier each month in a weird way. I guess the shock isn’t as bad if that makes sense. I’m feeling hormonal and bitchy more than anything lol.

 

[AngelUK]

I think we are are all feeling nervous and hopeful for you Luv, so it's very understandable! It is hard not to get your hopes up but then with your experience, who could blame you for being pessimistic too! The see-saw emoji is about right!

 

[LuvallmyH]

Take a moment to appreciate how complex we all are. From our emotions to what drives us. We are all unique and beautiful in our own complex way.
I wish we could all embrace each other instead of comparing ourselves. With no jealousy or judgement. I am guilty myself. I wish we all could accomplish our dreams. And if some of them are beyond our reach, I wish we could come to a peace inside ourselves we can live with and move forward with. Life is a constant struggle. It would be so much easier with company.

 

[JJB2]

I do feel like they are getting darker hun! But I had a heartbreak with pregmate a couple cycles ago. Im praying you get a dark line tomorrow on the frer

 

[Bevziibubble]

I agree they do look like they're getting darker. I've got everything crossed for you
I can't imagine what an emotional roller-coaster this must be for you. I hope that you get some answers soon

 

[Deethehippy]

Got everything crossed for your SMU today and hope the FRER have arrived before you test.

 

[LuvallmyH]

I took the digi - not pregnant. So there’s that. No idea when the frers get here. Not sure it’s even worth taking one. Ignorance can be bliss sometimes.

 

[motherofboys]

Given how faint the lines are i wouldn't expect a digi to show yet even if you are pregnant so try not to be too disheartened by it

 

[napamermaid]

I was never a lover of digis they are notorious for taking ages to show. What time are your frer due?

 

[LuvallmyH]

It says by 10pm lol. I guess I’ll be holding all day! I’m not feeling super hopeful this morning. I’m not really feeling anything. Which is normal before af.

 

[AngelUK]

to you!

 

[kittiecat]

. Those ICs are definitely getting darker!

 

[Deethehippy]

Digis don't go positive unless you have dark lines on other tests do they? They are certainly no good as early tests. Come on FRER!

 

[Bevziibubble]

Digis are less sensitive