babyquiros812
Mommy of 2 & Expecting
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Feeling like blahh lately! I am currently 31 weeks and have 9 weeks (8 weeks, 3 days to be exact) to go. I feel like I have been pregnant for a full year. I am excited to see my baby but also feeling rejected somewhat by my husband. I am trying to be strong and "know" that he loves me but he is a very unemotional being. It doesn't help that I am overly emotional, given my current condition. I am unable to work right now due to my SPD (symphysis pubis dysfunction) and get very bored at home all day. I am not on bedrest but pretty much cant get around very well. My doctor told me to avoid weight bearing activities which include walking, rolling over in bed or situations where I have to lift one leg such as getting dressed or climbing stairs. Luckily I have two very helpful girls at home with me that help me out tremendously. I guess all in all, to sum up my feelings, I would say: Bored, neglected, anxious, pain ridden and without purpose. I have tried journaling but I have nothing much to say. Im not a crafty person AT ALL. Anything involving getting out of bed is pretty much out of the question. (Wish I had a catheter) Honestly, I am hoping that signing up with BnB will be helpful and maybe find someone that I can continue chatting with to help pass the time. Is anyone else out there having the same issue(s)? Id like to hear about it!