Pregnant after losing my angel in June

[Cherbare]

So I'm a little terrified and freaking out over every ache or lack there of. I'm taking multiple pregnancy tests and stressing over everything! I have no reason to really be worried about MC as I've only ever had one and it was 9 years ago but I can't seem to stop worrying about everything this time around! I lost my Angel Thumper in June and I'm noticing that I feel a little guilty as though I moved on too fast but I know that its really what I wanted. I hope its normal to feel like this, I imagine it is as that's what i would tell someone else saying the same thing... I don't know i think I'm just hormonal and its amplifying everything else! I would really like to hear from ladies going through the same thing, are any of you due around the same time? I have my bump buddies from before and they're awesome but I'd like to maybe have a bump buddy who is starting over like me! All of my bump buddies from before are on the last stretch and getting ready to welcome their little ones into the world so it just makes me a little sad sometimes. You can check out my pregnancy journal if you like, the link is on my sig. It has my Angel Thumper's story all the way to where I am now. I didn't feel right starting a new journal but only started a new chapter...

 

[babysimpson]

Cherbare,

only seen your post now. It's understandable that you may feel a little guilty but I think baby thumper would rather his/her sibling grew strong and made mummy happy than mummy sitting heartbroken because her dream hasn't came true.

I felt guilty when I found out I was pregnant because I found out the night before the 1st anniversary of my 2nd twins passing. I couldn't stand to test that morning so did it the night before. We have beautiful baby angels looking after us now and they will only want the best for us.

Hope you're feeling a little better than when you posted but if not, don't hesitate to say. I'm new on here and already found all the ladies really supportive. I'm 6wks 3 days going by LMP so I'm a few days ahead of you but close enough that we can get through this together

 

[Vickieh1981]

I only just saw this hun. I saw your post on the spring babies and was really happy to see you there but I tend not to leave my big long threads - I feel safe there lol.

I think even though Thumper was a late loss and not a miscarriage it makes you worry about losing at any stage as you realise you are never really safe.

I look forward to taking this journey with you (if I get to stay on it this time) xxx

 

[Cherbare]

Thank you ladies and good luck to both of you! I really hope all goes well for all of us this time around!