I'm expecting my 3rd, his 2nd our first together. This was not planned and we were very careful. Condom broke I took the morning after pill and here I am at 12 weeks. I knew at some point id want to possibly have 1 more, but honestly he wasn't who id thought it would be with. We've been together 4 years and just recently things were going down hill, and I'm not stupid a baby will not fix this. To top it all off, this pregnancy has been hard, harder then the first 2. He's supportive for the most part, but I can't get over the feeling like I've screwed myself out of a happy loving relationship. He's a good father to his daughter, he's okay for the most part with my children, but our relationship has not been easy. I keep telling myself that pregnancy is a miracle and if its meant to be it will and I know that I'll love this child no matter what. But a huge part of me is upset that once again (like my two previous Children)I did not choose the right father and I'll be suck doing this alone raising this child from a broken home. Does anyone else feel this way, or have gone through something similar? Or am I a horrible person?