Angeltk42
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Well last week when I saw FOB last he told me he was going to Balmorhea on saturday which pissed me off because he has been telling me about this place for months and has said we should go... well he tells me "don't be alarmed if you don't hear from me all day saturday bc I will be at belmorhea!" I was like "without me??" "sorry for your bad luck" was his response... Nice right. So then he tells me he is going with his little bro dusty and his best friend Joey Oh and his little bro's girlfriend Michelle... You know I was fine when it was a "boys' weekend" but once the 16 year old brother's gf got an invite I was hurt and didn't understand wtf was going on. Well this weekend Friday afternoon I hear from FOB he doesn't mention that he is going to belmorhea and i didn't ask because i didn't want it to upset me again. But then all of a sudden he stops texting with me at 4pm friday and I still haven't heard from him and it's almost 1pm monday. WTF!!!
Well I find this completely shady and although we aren't together and he is free to date, sleep with etc whoever he wants I do not TOLERATE lying. So I fell like he either a)brought a girl there and refrained from contacting me so she didn't see him on his phone 24/7 or he b) met a girl there and the same thing.... why would he not contact me literally the entire weekend??? I feel like if it isn't a girl then he is "testing" me because I've been getting upset when he doesn't contact me and now he isn't contacting me just to see how I'm gonna react. Well fine If he doesn't contact me I will try not to make referrence to the silence and just be like Hey how are you?
I'm so done with being treated like shit. I wish I could be strong enough to just tell him to leave me alone or be strong enough to ignore him IF he does text me. I just don't understand is he gonna just text me out of nowhere like nothing? Like Hey or is this silence going to go on for a while more?? IDK. All I know is I am PISSED! It's not worth going off on him about it either because he will just throw it in my face that we aren't married and he isn't obligated to text me. That will make me even angrier. I FRACKING hate men!!! I hate how emotional I am and I hate that I'm so alone.
Well I find this completely shady and although we aren't together and he is free to date, sleep with etc whoever he wants I do not TOLERATE lying. So I fell like he either a)brought a girl there and refrained from contacting me so she didn't see him on his phone 24/7 or he b) met a girl there and the same thing.... why would he not contact me literally the entire weekend??? I feel like if it isn't a girl then he is "testing" me because I've been getting upset when he doesn't contact me and now he isn't contacting me just to see how I'm gonna react. Well fine If he doesn't contact me I will try not to make referrence to the silence and just be like Hey how are you?
I'm so done with being treated like shit. I wish I could be strong enough to just tell him to leave me alone or be strong enough to ignore him IF he does text me. I just don't understand is he gonna just text me out of nowhere like nothing? Like Hey or is this silence going to go on for a while more?? IDK. All I know is I am PISSED! It's not worth going off on him about it either because he will just throw it in my face that we aren't married and he isn't obligated to text me. That will make me even angrier. I FRACKING hate men!!! I hate how emotional I am and I hate that I'm so alone.