bubblebelly
A + J + little pea
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Ever since I've been a little child and suffered numerous occasions of food poisoning and stomach bugs; Ive been traumatised and cannot cope with vomitting and my phobia with it still exists even now as a fully grown adult..
I know I know.. I should just suck it up and deal with it...
and honestly I've tried to keep that sort of frame of mind these past few weeks..
the last week or so the nausea started.. and I thought hey this isnt so bad.. I can keep it in.. just need to breathe deeply and it will pass..
yesterday all day at work I felt like retching.. NOTHING was agreeing with me.. anything I ate sat awful in my stomach...
thought if need be, I'll go home and sit by the toilet just in case..
This morning woke up with the worst MS ever.. brushing my teeth couldnt help but gag... still nothing.. and I thought I can keep it in..
started getting ready, putting my clothes on.. and then out of nowhere I am running to the sink throwing up bile..
DH was rubbing my back.. and I look up in the mirror and I look an absolute mess.. tears running down my face.. stomach is spasming..
I came to work and had some yoghurt with blueberries thinking something fresh will make me feel better, but nope...
As I am writing this I have a huge urge to throw up and probably will...
morning sickness sucks balls......
*cries*
I know I know.. I should just suck it up and deal with it...
and honestly I've tried to keep that sort of frame of mind these past few weeks..
the last week or so the nausea started.. and I thought hey this isnt so bad.. I can keep it in.. just need to breathe deeply and it will pass..
yesterday all day at work I felt like retching.. NOTHING was agreeing with me.. anything I ate sat awful in my stomach...
thought if need be, I'll go home and sit by the toilet just in case..
This morning woke up with the worst MS ever.. brushing my teeth couldnt help but gag... still nothing.. and I thought I can keep it in..
started getting ready, putting my clothes on.. and then out of nowhere I am running to the sink throwing up bile..
DH was rubbing my back.. and I look up in the mirror and I look an absolute mess.. tears running down my face.. stomach is spasming..
I came to work and had some yoghurt with blueberries thinking something fresh will make me feel better, but nope...
As I am writing this I have a huge urge to throw up and probably will...
morning sickness sucks balls......
*cries*