smatheson
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So I got up and went to school this morning and was feeling confident about going. For some reason I have had some troubles going to school due to emotional struggles, but when I got there and went to get out of my car my new water bottle that I got to measure how much water I am drinking daily slipped out of my hands and broke. I immediately felt like I was going to burst into tears but tried my best to hold it in. I totally ran away from my OH and he had no clue what was going on. He saw me drop my water bottle but had no clue why I was so upset.
So I got in the school and felt anxiety rushing over me and I started feeling like I couldnt breath. I decided to drop my note off in the attendance office for having absences last week and then go calm down in my car till school starts. The moment I sat it my car though I starting crying hysterically so I just left and went home.
I dont know why I keep getting so upset when I go to school. I am trying so hard to make it my last year of highschool and not drop out because I really wanna do good for my LO and make him proud, but I cant keep crying like this. It all started because of a stupid water bottle and I really just dont know what to do anymore. I feel like I am running away from my problems and the anxiety part isnt helping because I end up not being able to breath.
I think I am going to call my counselor at school and ask her what she thinks I could do. I might try being homeschooled or something more low key. I think maybe since my school is filled with over 3000 people I just cant stand it anymore.
Im just so tired of feeling depressed and getting upset about stupid little things. I started crying over a stupid water bottle and feel like such an idiot because I cant even go to school without crying and I really dont want this to start affecting my LO
So I got in the school and felt anxiety rushing over me and I started feeling like I couldnt breath. I decided to drop my note off in the attendance office for having absences last week and then go calm down in my car till school starts. The moment I sat it my car though I starting crying hysterically so I just left and went home.
I dont know why I keep getting so upset when I go to school. I am trying so hard to make it my last year of highschool and not drop out because I really wanna do good for my LO and make him proud, but I cant keep crying like this. It all started because of a stupid water bottle and I really just dont know what to do anymore. I feel like I am running away from my problems and the anxiety part isnt helping because I end up not being able to breath.
I think I am going to call my counselor at school and ask her what she thinks I could do. I might try being homeschooled or something more low key. I think maybe since my school is filled with over 3000 people I just cant stand it anymore.
Im just so tired of feeling depressed and getting upset about stupid little things. I started crying over a stupid water bottle and feel like such an idiot because I cant even go to school without crying and I really dont want this to start affecting my LO
I'd definitely speak to someone about you doing your schooling in an alternative way since your feeling crappy. Hope it gets better for you 
xx
