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[AndreaFlorida]

I totally was so tired last night I missed Tanya OMGOSH.....I'm praying hard...stay put little one its too early!

 

[waiting2012]

Well, I wish I personally had better news... Cramping a little this morning and a bit more than spotting. We discussed things last night, seems Jason checked online about a vasectomy but he wants to try one more time. Why, I give in to that, I dont know.. But he said his aunt will help pay for it, since he is opting to go back to school full time, we got his grants and loans already so all he has to do is register. He will be taking his pre requisites at NCTC then transfer to the University of North Texas.. I'm proud of his decision. Finally following through. I cried all I could cry, and nothing more I can do. It is what it is. I am giving him one shot, thats it. If the next time we are pregnant, it does not stick-snip snip for him. IF it does stick-snip snip for me. One way or the other one of us is getting perm fixed.

I got out my bottles of supplements- I dont expect anything this cycle, in fact we are goung to purposely skip bd'ing around possible o days. I dont expect the supplents to be effective right off. I figure at least 2 months of taking them, should help with the condition of my uterine lining, egg production, and wt loss. Yes, going to diet to I dont want to lose a lot of wt but maybe 10-20 lbs.. I know every little bit helps.


So after searching in line, calked one of our old charge nurses

 

[waiting2012]

As I was saying...
Called one of our old charge nurses and her thoughts were that since it takes at least a month or two for them to be at effective levels in the body then there was no problem she could see. She told me to get a blood draw at the ER before taking them to make sure I was indeed mc'ing yet again, which I did at 730am... I havent heard back yet but its only been a few hours.. Told I would get a call around 11 or 12.. So knowing they arent going to be good, I foubd my Soy, Flaxseed Oil, B6, Iron and Green Coffee Bean...

I know ya'll know probably what they do.. But the Green Coffee Bean I found out acts like a suppressant for the appetite while naturally boosting your energy and metabolism.. Accordi.g to a coworker her sister used it before fetting pg and lost 20 lbs in a months time...


I cant wait to start them, although I would rather get good blood test results...



Brooke- numbers sound excellent for how far along you are hun! Twins???

Ashe-any word on Tanya????



Andi and Beth-whats the latest ladies??

 

[waiting2012]

Omg.. I need my regular internet back!!!!! Geesh.. So many damn typos!

 

[AndreaFlorida]

https://www.emedicinehealth.com/vaginal_prolapse/article_em.htm

Thas all I have to say for now...if you go to my test thread it says more of whats going on.....but yea thats my life....my cervix was nearly outta me earlier...I "pushed it back in" praying it stays for the rest of the day DH thinks I'm joking but I even told him to feel it is less than a fingernail inside my vagina at the moment.....soooo lets pray it stays stuck til Monday....I have a doc appt at like 2:10 that day.....I think I need some prayers....I duno what to do honestly ER wouldn't do anything I dont think....an I keep feeling "gushes" of watery stuff come out...but I think its b/c cervix is so low of course I'd feel it all in "gushes" I duno....gonna try an wait til Monday but I promised mom if it got too much worse I'd go to the ER ....I'll get my mom to go with me since Jason wants to laugh an thinks its funny FML its not funny its scary as hell!

This explains my HORRID back pains all week

 

[waiting2012]

Omg Andi! How horrible!!! I will check your link out... Damn! What is it about men named Jason???????? they seem to think everything is some f'ing joke!

While at Walmart stocking up on pads,etc.. I got a call from the lab at the hospital.. Or I should say the ER nurse who drew my blood.. She asked if I would agree to come back in for an examine by one of the docs on staff today, politely told her no because I know whats happening, and I know there is nothing they can do. My hcg level is 12. She did advise me to go for a second draw in 2 or 3 days, which I'll call dr. hodde and arrange to make sure it drops. .. Im sad but all cried out.. I have a ton of stuff to do.... About to throw some pizzas in the oven for the kids lunches, and try to take my mind off what is happening..


Andi, Im praying hard for you sweetie! Keep us in informed sweetie! And tell your hubby to pull his head oout of his arse.. How would he feel if he woke up and he was a testicle short?? Wouldnt be a laugjing matter then, would it!

 

[calebsmom06]

Tanya should be going home today on bed rest, her cervix is still closed. I'm sure she will update everyone on the whole story when she gets out and rests a bit

 

[brooke1993]

Steph I am praying for you hun,I am hoping maybe just maybe things will be ok and I dont know if my levels indicate twins why do they seem high to you?
Andi i am sorry you have been in pain and also pray you feel better soon hunny
I am praying for Tanya as well and hoping the little one stays put for a bot longer.
Jenn how you feeling?
Ash how are you feeling?How is Q?
It is supposed to storm here today and I have a sinus headache thats making me feel sick to my stomach so I am going to rest.So far I havent thrown up but I feel like I am going to usually every night and my sleep is all weird like i would rather sleep during the day which isnt possible with Aliah.
I pray for you all and will check in when I feel better.I had some brownish stingy stuff come out this am so called my doc and he said sounds fine and to just keep an eye on things.Please send a prayer out for me.
xoxoxoxo

 

[Affyash]

Oh good lord so much has happened this morning!!

Steph my heart is breaking for you. How is this possible?? I am so sorry that you continue to experience losses, it just isn't right. I wish you could go see a fertility specialist, it could be something so easy to fix. The only thing you can do right now is take care of yourself and your body and pray. I love you girl.

Andi, holy freakin' shit in a hand basket. Please keep an eye on yourself and don't do anything strenuous. If it gets worse, you get your arse into the ER, they need to do treatment or surgery, that's some heavy shit. No pun intended! Hugs hun, I hope everything ends up OK.

Good god, can Andi and Steph please get a freakin' break!!!???

Brooke, I forgot to mention to you that the pics of Aliah the other day were adorable! It's so cute that she keeps her glasses on. What a sweetie! And your numbers sound great! They only double every 48 hours or so, so it sounds just about right. Good luck!

I did talk to Tanya again, they will be releasing her in a few hours like Jenn said. She didn't get much sleep last night cause you know how hard it is to sleep in a hospital. She started reacting to the magnesium last night but at least her contractions have stopped now. That "turb" medicine you talked about Steph is what caused the bad reaction in her and Emma yesterday. I still can't believe they almost had to take her out!

Um, what else? I'm good today, just hangin out. I feel asleep on the couch this morning, thank god for dh watching Quinn. I never do that! I think the 3rd trimester fatigue is happening early! We're just going to relax today. I'm going to look at another house tomorrow, but the inventory in Camarillo is like nonexistant. We're still waiting on the one house that we have the offer on. The bank is moving at like a dinosaur pace. You never know, we could hear good news any day on that. Considering that I'm going to have this baby in 3.5 months, they better freakin' hurry up!

Love you guys, I'll be later today or tomorrow!

 

[waiting2012]

Brooke, many prayers! If its brown, its probably just reminents of implantation.. Try to relax.. yes, I think your numbers are high, but Im no expert.. Just seems good for where your at right now!


Tanya-lots of luv hun! Cant wait to hear how you are


Going to rest some.. Its terribly hot and starting to get crampy... I will check back in later...

Luv to all and prayers too!

 

[waiting2012]

Thanks Ashe...

I wish I could goto a FS, but the closest I have is my high risk OB/gyn and family doctor..my ob will be ticked with me for getting pg after being told to wait so wont be seeing him before my february appt.... ...

I am as I said sad, but jason will be starting school again in August and within the year hopefully at the university, and who knows maybe one day we can afford all that. Lets just hope between now and then- no pg or at least one that doesnt stick becuz thats going to be it... Absolutely it...


Going to nap now... Tty soon...

 

[Mrskg]

gutted for you xxx

 

[calebsmom06]

Ashley-Good luck on the house viewing Hope they come back with a response to your offer soon!
Brooke-thanks, I seem to have everyone telling me that the baby will be here in 2 weeks or less As long as he is healthy that is fine with me, Ive been having alot of contractions today but its just the braxton hicks nothing "real".

Steph-So sorry about everything you are going through, hope you find peace in whatever the outcome is. Are you still spotting since this morning?

Sorry I dont have long, I have to get ready to go to a graduation party, so I will try to talk to everyone more later if I can. Hope you all are having a wonderful weekend

 

[waiting2012]

My spotting picked up to a light flow and I had cramps earlier, but they were short lived... I feel nauseas again this evening, but may be because its so hot and I have the dryer running.. Our poor window units have so much to keep up with.. I dont think this is going to have a good outcome, although Adrian is hopeful.. 12 miu is not good at this point and hope it goes down to 0 soo.er than dragging out..
I think Jason and Adrian are back from the lake... They went swimming.. I have folded clothes all over the bed so better get them took care of...

Luv ya!

 

[TandA08]

Morning ladies! First off.... Beth, I think you said today was your BDay! Soo.... HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Ash, Jenn, thanks for keeping the updates on here while I was in the hospital. My phone had crappy service, so it was a struggle to even text, and it wouldn't let me get online at all! I am home, had a decent night's sleep last night and am now sitting on the couch catching up on here. Emma and I are fine, but when they had given me the terbutaline shot to try and stop the contractions, my body didn't react well to it. I nearly passed out, and that lack of oxygen caused Emma's heartrate to drop to 60! The Dr and nurses panicked and the next thing I know I have an anethesiologist speaking to me asking about my medical history and telling me she is going to put me to sleep so the Dr can take the baby! I was a mess over it because hubby hadn't made it to the hospital yet, so I was there by myself! But within a few minutes, they found the baby's heartbeat again and it had gone back up. So, then everyone left the room, and hubby showed up a few minutes later (he had stopped to get food, otherwise he'd walked in right during the whole panic!) That was the worst of the "excitement" the rest of the stay was mostly observation stuff. Once everything was calm again, the Dr started the Magnesium and we entered another wait and see what happens game. My mom arrived at the hospital at 9pm, and stayed the night there with me. Now that I am home, she is here with me to help around the house so hubby can still try and get some work done. I am on bed rest until I see the Dr again tomorrow or Tuesday. Dr had said that if I was 36 weeks, they wouldn't have tried to stop the contractions, but because I was only 35 weeks, they want to try and buy Emma at least one more week. I guess "good" news is that even with all the contractions, and them coming only 3 minutes apart, they weren't actually doing their job which is to dilate the cervix I'll update more about myself after I see the Dr.

Steph, I am soo so so sorry for yet another loss. I can only imagine the pain you are in!

The palmrest on the laptop is actually burning my hand... so I'd better shut it down for a bit to cool down.... stupid thing!

I'll catch up on the rest of you ladies later, throughout the day!

 

[AndreaFlorida]

Tanya so glad your doing better today So scared the horse crap outta me LOL....soooo as for me I'm doing ok my Aunt told me what to do as her an another of my aunts have had the same issue...so its temp. fixed I suppose. Its not "out of the body" but its VERY low in the vagina...which was stage 1 I do believe......I duno what caused it or why but it just I guess decided to fall on down LOL....I pushed it back in some an its stayed there so far....I guess it was "stuck" LOL stupid body....

Steph I'm so sorry to hear that awful news I am praying for things to work themselves out.....I would try to wait a couple months at least an make sure all the stuff comes out on this one....before even trying again. I know they told us to wait when I had my miscarriage in 2002....but weirdly I got pregnant and conceived 35 days later and hadn't had a "cycle" after the miscarriage like they tell you.......so who am I to tell to wait LMAO....I love you though and maybe give time for your uterus to make lots more fluffy insides for a cycle or two so maybe baby would stick I pray that God gives you the peace...to know its not your fault these things just happen..and we can't explain why just yet....but someday we shall meet our angel babies in Heaven I only have the one....but I sure have a feeling she was my little girl I've had dreams about her....but if I'd not lost her I'd not have Tyler bug an I wouldn't trade that booger for the world....I can't believe he's almost 9 eeeeeeeek!

Well in laws are leaving today we spent yesterday with the boat cruise thing.....an we saw a million dolphins I think I got some good video just have to figure out how to upload a video LOL from an iphone...anyone have any clue?!!??!?!?!?! Well I am gonna go for now the boys should be here within an hour since they are at church with my mom....we took them to her house last night at 9 lol so they could go to church....I'll be back on later hope everyone has a great day

 

[AndreaFlorida]

https://www.weather.com/news/weather-forecast/gulf-weekend-outlook-20120623

I'm not too far from Panama City! EEEK

 

[waiting2012]

Happy Birthday Beth!!!!!!!!!! Hope its a great day hun!!!

Tanya-I am sorry your Diva scared you and the docs like that! Wow!! I never had problems with the terbutaline.. In fact I took Breathine at home which is basically the same thing in pill form.. It made me jittery and Adrian would be super active.. Its actually a medicine used for asthma attacks as it calms the muscle contractions like when you are having an asthma attack and the lungs constrict. They found it does the same thing for uterine contractions... You know it works because it makes you jittery.. Thats ashame it caused such bad problems for you! At least they know for next time! Will they check on Emma's lung developement when you go back this werk?

Andi i hope the doctor can put your cervix back sweetie! Can they stitch it back in place??? How F'ing scary!! & I have been watching the weather and hope you and Jenn are prepared and safe!!! They are working on evacuating the off shore rigs, so they expecting the worst.. Wish we could get a little rain.. Temps are going to be 100+ here...

I feeling ok... Bleeding did finally pick up to more of a flow.. Last night I passed something.. Since then, no real cramps just bleeding.. I will start the soy tonite, eyc .... I did more reading about it and confirmed what I already know about it so between taking something at the beginning and progesterone at the end of the nex few cycles should help...

 

[waiting2012]

Sorry my phone is acting crazy... Keeps freezing up (n me.... And some of my keys arent working right...ugh!!

 

[AndreaFlorida]

Happy Birthday Beth I'm sorry I didn't say it earlier totally missed that part!!!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sH1fpCvYR0c&feature=youtube_gdata_player

Here is the video from yesterday ...sorry for it being small was taken from Jason's iPhone....terribly small but you can see the dolphins

The boat you can't tell but it was VERY rocky!!! LOL It was so much fun though You can hear Jason saying YOU BETTER NOT DROP MY PHONE lmaoooooo...It got soaking wet from the waves splashing on the boat it was hilarious