Now I was supposed to come on yesterday and let you guys in on some NON TTC, etc news... Stuff..
Well, first off, please pray for 2 families.. The Stilletti family--their son was hit by a train about 2 weeks ago--some say he didn't hear or feel the train coming as he walked on the tracks listening to his Iphone--his parents know my inlaws--my stepfather in law was his dad's little league coach a long time ago--there was talk that he had been in counseling for depression, so its anyones guess why it happened. My SFinL said you can feel the train coming long before it is up on ya'. Marcus S. was 14 years old, was supposed to be a freshman here in Alvord this coming year. The other is the Dollins-Mowery family. This past weekend, Cheyenne D. the oldest of 3 (aged 14 as well) had a run in with some girls she went to school with, and then got into it with her mother. At 2:30 am she waited for a train to come and walked up on the tracks and stood--she was killed. Her funeral is today. I had the pleasure of knowing this young lady about 4-5 years ago when her little sister was in my toddler class, Wesley had a huge crush on her and even had me get his first valentines for a girl for her. Just pray for these families will you. These were senseless tragedies whether suicides or accidents. They didn't need to happen.
I found out monday night something my monster-in-law told Adrian Sunday when her and Jason went swimming with Sahara for his visit. Adrian told her that I was pregnant, and my MIL told Adrian to not get her hopes up because I don't keep my babies.

I was of course devastated that this woman who has nothing to do with me or my kids for a year and a half has opinion--and one that is not worth a shit to me. I also found out my 14 year old neighbor across the street--is pregnant..

I have to come to the conclusion that I'm either too old or too overweight to keep a baby, and that is fine, but why does it feel like it's one blow to the heart after another, as if the m/c itself wasn't enough.

I'm not going to be sorrowful--what is the point? But it is fustrating beyond words.
I just wanted to share, hope ya'll don't mind. Its rather busy here at work (which is also the church where Cheyenne's funeral is).. I'm to play my FB games while my phone charges and I'll try to check back in-in a bit..